Unsent Messages

to the person who saw my messages: hi i’m in a little bit of a self reflective moment right now and came back to look at the messages i wrote her. i was feeling a lot at that time and i’m not exactly sure what i said but once i came across this post i nearly cried. its a great shame that my posts are gone and have disappeared into the void but i am so glad that they have at least stayed in the memory of at least one person. unfortunately i don’t think she ever saw my messages but things kinda worked out anyways. i don’t know. the universe has a weird way of always taking care of you, even if you don’t know it yourself. i like to think about it like i am a little dog trying to eat a chocolate biscuit and the universe is my owner forcing it out of my mouth. i like to hope that the universe says to itself “silly girl, she thinks that this is what she wants but she does not understand how it will hurt.” i don’t know. anyway, if you ever see this reply, i would love to speak to you and maybe i can solve the mystery of me that has been haunting you. but perhaps that would ruin the magic of it. who knows. i would be content if you merely saw this message and know that i am here. nevertheless, i wish u well, kind human