i still feel things toward you, but all i want is you to get better. i want you to be happy again. i love you. stay safe.

i'm not sure i want a relationship right now unless it is with you, you understand? i know that's super weird but, its alright to me. i live and i learn, and at some point im sure ill give up on it. i hope you get happy and I hope we stay friends for a long time, and if you ever get weirded out by my actions i swear ill drop everything and leave. i won't be a repeat of them, okay? it haunts me to think about, cuz i dont want to form some trauma for you. but i do hope we last long enough as friends as to where i can fly across the country to see you. until either of these scenarios, please don't lose our snap streak (its literally only the second one ive managed to keep so far) i love you in a lot of ways. i promise ive thought about it hard; it really is okay that you can't love me back. it is only the start of it, a puppy crush that's still hanging on. i'd tear it off if it meant helping you.

i wish that we could lasted at long as we dreamed

I love you

please don't leave me please stay.

I thought you love me lil boy

i miss you, i hope you're doing well up there

i am truly sorry for everything, i miss my best friend

I love you so much bb. You're my favorite person in the wholee world. Don't forget that pretty boy ♡

still never got that why.

Please just come back I would genuinely do anything to feel your presence upstairs again