I want to text you so bad and i think i would but i know you’re upset at me and hate me so i can’t. Everything feels to be falling apart now i wonder if it’s because i feel like death. Friends ditching me, excluding me i can’t sleep or concentrate. I’m still hurting from everything i still play the scenes in my head but every time its a different face a different person and to be honest with you i have no idea how to live without talking to u. I know you said you weren’t going to look at these but if you see this know that i miss you. i love you. and know that to me you’re the most incredible real person i know and i think ever will. I also just wanted you to know that there will be a piece if you inside me always and i take comfort in that. I hope you dont hate me. If you see this well hey cookie i miss u

I want to text you so bad and i think i would but i know you’re upset at me and hate me so i can’t. Everything feels to be falling apart now i wonder if it’s because i feel like death. Friends ditching me, excluding me i can’t sleep or concentrate. I’m still hurting from everything i still play the scenes in my head but every time its a different face a different person and to be honest with you i have no idea how to live without talking to u. I know you said you weren’t going to look at these but if you see this know that i miss you. i love you. and know that to me you’re the most incredible real person i know and i think ever will. I also just wanted you to know that there will be a piece if you inside me always and i take comfort in that. I hope you dont hate me. If you see this well hey cookie i miss u

i waited for u to text me the next morning. but i think u were right wen u said its not fair if we started talking again. i miss you. i’m pretty sure you hate my guts with a passion and that sucks i hope ur anger goes away. mine too. i think it will at some point, with time they say. i hope ur doing well, keep shooting for the stars and growing to become the person god and i know you will be. love ya

i wait for u to say something i miss u so much i love u so much tell me things please i miss hearing them i’m sure ur last night u um “enjoyed” and i it hurts thinking that but i haven’t and i idk miss y so fucking much

You’re on my mind. It hurts still. Alot. Hope you’re well. Idk what to say and what not to i’ve rewritten this seven times already. I miss you

i'm sorry i left, but it hurt me to stay

i hope you can love me again in another life my pretty boy

I hope you think of me as much as I think about you

it would’ve been fun if you would’ve been the one
bubi

You were the one for me

i can’t wait to spend the rest of my life with you. you’re my favorite.

ur so pretty :’)

I’ve opened all the open when envelopes now

i hope you’ll be better with your new one. still miss you tho.

You were my first love and I thought it all made sense for you, us and our son