i love you so much. dang you promied we could stay friends why did you ghost me that day. i want my friend back. you still mean the world to me. im so hurt. i hope she treats you better. you have a special place in my hurt bubs

i forgot to add some things. well hi kid. why did you do what you did? can i get answers? why can't we be cool? or friends? your so fucking special. you made me feel happy. bro i love you why bro. what did i do? i know i had my issues but you told me you wouldnt leave. i worked on them. i dont want our story to end like this. im hurting inside but i want my friend man. your so special to me bro. i will always have that soft spot for you. i will tell my children abt you whe they ask abt my first love. can you at least give me a text and can we talk like mature children? gosh your amazing even if you hurt me. everyone questions why i went for you but no one will see what i saw in you. thank you for loving and accepting me for who i am. you made me realize some important things. dang its 4:19am and im typing abt you like your gonna see this lol. how stupid of me. i truely hope our story doesnt end like this. i love you bubs. i hope she make you happier. thank you. so fucking much avdiel. you really were the best. oh im crying now. im supposed to be forgetting you. you probably will laugh at this with your cousins haha. bye my sweet boy. i love you. oh and happy new year to you and your family