Unsent messages to JB
From: ABC
To: JB
I never thought I could feel this way about anyone but I loved you and you told me you did to and the changed after you used me for pleasure
From: ABC
To: JB
You make me jealous. You make me happy. You make me clean. You make me fight for a better tomorrow. You help me realize who I am, and you helped me realize who I want to be. Right now, you are my everything. Despite everything, I'm still gonna fight for you. That's who I am, and that's what I want us to be. I love you.
From: ABC
To: JB
I break my heart at the loss of our friendship, you was a brother I never got to have and yet you treated me so poorly n now after 9 long years you feel like a stranger to me
From: ABC
To: JB
you knew but it was too late. you was already taken. and i did the only thing i could do. be happy for you. it’s hurt so much but now im over you it doesn’t even bother me writing these, im not scared incase you’re reading this because i would rather u know them have u wonder :) (reply back if u know who this maybe, only if you’re feeling brave enough)
From: ABC
To: JB
it's been 10months and I still don't understand why you suddenly realized you didn't want a lifetime beside me after 3 years together, I feel so unlovable.
From: ABC
To: JB
For two years I thought you would come back. Then I realised that you were happier without me #hatelove
From: ABC
To: JB
you don't know how bad i wanted us to be together. maybe it was never the right time but i cared for you so much and tried so hard. i miss you headass.
From: ABC
To: JB
Hey. I just wanted to tell you thank you for everything. Thank you for being the one who kept me safe for 4 years, Thank you for being someone who I was able to trust with my whole life, thank you for being the reason I wanted to wake up and the reason I smiled all day long, thank you for showing me how to love and how to be loved, thank you for showing me that not all guys are bad, thank you for loving my body knowing I hated it because of the scars on my wrists and thighs, and thank you for loving me for who I am and for showing me how to love myself even through the darkest moments. Sad to say that the darkest times have come and I'm trying to keep my head up like you told me but its really hard to knowing I lost someone who was my bestfriend for years before we dated. I hope your doing really well in life and have found someone who truly makes you the happiest and I hope it goes well between the both of you. I love you
From: ABC
To: JB
No sabes la falta que me haces me arrepiento de terminar contigo pero siento que si volvĂa contigo todo iba a cambiar entre nosotros y que ya no serĂa lo mismo entre tu y yo solo quiero que vuelvas a mi vida pero mi maldito orgullo no me deja hablarte y decirte que te extraño mucho y no te supe valorarte y decirte todas las cosas que sentĂa contigo me gustas y me gustaras por siempre te quiero y siempre te voy a querer aunque tu estás haciendo tu vida y estás conociendo a personas nueva se que no piensas en mi o dices que ya te supere pero no es asĂ te extraño demaciado y ojalá que te vaya sĂşper bien en tu vida y que si estás con alguien más se feliz y espero que no te haga sufrir
From: ABC
To: JB
Im scared of losing you, but you clearly don't care. You never fucking do. You're a liar and a piece of shit, "ill never leave you" my fucking ass. I was right about you, i always am
From: ABC
To: JB
last one of this year. last one ever. we both knew we just chose not to say anything. im not mad but i was madly in love with you. you felt some way although i dont know exactly how because we never spoke alone. writing this message will seem strange to me in the next year but this will be something to look back on, its shaping my future. making me, me. so josh if you end up reading this just know at some point in my life you were the person that made me happy, just happens to end up that that wasnt long lasting. it lasted 18 months. i probably wont ever see you again now, no eye contact. no nothing. you are just a person in my book. a character that played a part, a few parts. you have a while chapter in my book wheras im probably a page in yours. what does it matter now? nothing.
wishing you the best, em!!
From: ABC
To: JB
i have never loved someone this way in my life and i will never feel this way about anyone else , i’m sorry i’m not her and i wish i was but overall i hope your happy even thought it breaks my heart to see you with someone else , i miss you
From: ABC
To: JB
I wish i could've picked multiple colors. you remind me of all of them. I wish you would've been honest with me, and i wish you loved me as much as i do you. But you're happy now, and that's all i've ever wanted for you.
From: ABC
To: JB
I lost the one person I know was my true love... I’m sorry, so so so sorry. I hope you can forgive me
From: ABC
To: JB
Jb how am i suppose to confess my feelings kung hindi naman talaga tayo close :(( gusto talaga kta:((((
From: ABC
To: JB
Mis sueños son sobre el poder despertar todos los dĂas contigo en un futuro y que tu ausencia no duela más.
From: ABC
To: JB
Hate me as much as you want, but never doubt that I’m truly sorry for what happened.
From: ABC
To: JB
i’m so sorry. i really wish we could have worked out. i wish i could love you the way you love me.
From: ABC
To: JB
Why didn’t you just tell me instead I had to hear it from someone else..
From: ABC
To: JB
saw u in my dreams again ln. its been over a year i jus miss u darlin’ - txt me if u still have my #
From: ABC
To: JB
so much pain. i don’t understand why. i just wanted love. with you.
From: ABC
To: JB
You’re the love of my life, and I cannot wait to spend the rest of our lives together <3
From: ABC
To: JB
I wish I had words for the feelings I feel, when I get signs about you
From: ABC
To: JB
u move on too quick. we were together for 6 months and it only took u 3 weeks to find someone else.
From: ABC
To: JB
I’d give you my eyes for you to see how special you are to me
From: ABC
To: JB
i always wonder if u ever did like me? or just liked the thought of liking me -_-
From: ABC
To: JB
I only knew you for a little bit but I enjoyed every second. Wish you wouldn’t of given up
From: ABC
To: JB
Sometimes I see you in the halls, makes me remember how much I miss you. If only I knew why you left
From: ABC
To: JB
Why couldn't you be better for me if you loved me as much as you said?
From: ABC
To: JB
i used to think He put u on my heart this long for a reason… i was wrong this unrequited love kills
From: ABC
To: JB
You left when I needed you most, I guess I deserved it. I see you sometimes, makes me miss you
From: ABC
To: JB
i would apologize if i could
u deserve closure even after all this time
