ilysm and i can never tell u that irl :/ u can probably tell anyways cuz it's SO obvious but i will NEVER admit it to u. it makes me upset sometimes bc i really want to let u know how i feel. being friends with you can be hard bc u make it seem like u also feel the same way- but i know it's not true. you have no idea how much pain you bring me. there's so much i assosciate with you that just makes me depressed now. even rn thinking about u i feel like so upset. but it's ok. i'll appreciate our friendship and all our memories forever

i miss you like crazy and i hate myself for that. id pay anything to know if you think of me.