Why would he ever kiss me? im not even half as pretty. he gave u his sweater. its just polyester but he likes u better...

god im gonna send so many of these. im sorry for not answering you as quick as i want to, im sorry for not having the guts to call you, im sorry for kissing you. i know that kiss meant nothing to you, and i need to understand that. but its hard. i love you so much. i wish i could see you every day. maybe one day. i dont know.

I’m getting married now. Thanks for being what I needed to move on. Thanks for lying to me and leading me on

you were my first true love you were my person but all that changed because i wasn't yours you left me more broken then when we met and i will never forgive you for that but i will always have a piece of me that loves you

I thought we were friends, I guess not. You moved away and left me thinking like a idiot we'd still be friends. Thank you for being in my life, you've taught me so lessons, I hope I helped you x

To my friend—
Why do you keep doing the things I said hurt me? I wish you would be honest with me and just tell the truth. I probably don’t want to hear it but it’s better than thinking we’re fine and then I see you haven’t done a thing to change. Even though it makes me sick to think about I want to be your friend but I can’t endourse all your decisions. Maybe you don’t care but it does hurt a lot. Sucks to think our friendship could end in a matter of a few decisions that you’re probably going to make in the near future. I hope you won’t do it but I don’t own you so i hope our relationship doesn’t end in flames

—someone who loves you

thank you for making him happy. i'm glad i'm part of the reason you guys met. my favourite colour isn't yellow. it's pink.

this is the closest colour to beige i could get. you're literally my favourite person, and i would like to say *platonically* that i think i love you. i love my close friends, and i used to say it more, but i love you! hope your friday goes well.

Dangit why you gotta be so nice, pffffft. You’re really sweet, smart and a great ultra mega bestie. Overall S tier person.

youre the prettiest smartest most honest person ever and im glad you were the first person i ever met back in elementary, because we were equally awkward but that brought me comfort. the fact that you think so highly of me is strange because if you turn it around, thats exactly what i think of you

It’s so touching when you show concern for me and others around you, you’re always so supportive of everyone’s choices and you continue to be wonderful with your jokes, commentary and feedback. You care about me and everyone else’s happiness, I hope you know your impact has made me believe in myself like how you believed in me. Thank you for everyone brooo ;A;

Heather I like being on a call with you :) You’re a really good friend and you give the best compliments. You’re very sweet, you always make sure everyone is going good and if they aren’t, you try to cheer them up, and you have an amazing taste in music. - ultra mega bestie

I'm so much happier, I miss you though. The scary thing is i don't even know if you still even like me, i have no connection to knowing, Miss u 4evr, loser

you make my whole world light up, like the sun and the moon have finally met each other and the earths entire atmosphere is at peace. i keep finding myself at the edge of your bed, on my knees begging for mercy, and you give it to me, you give me the world if i’d ask you for it. but you wouldn’t give me your love, oh to be loved by you, it must be so incredibly wonderful, i envy her every second of the day for having you when i do not. for being loved by you must feel like what a flower feels like when it’s blooming, and i will desire that feeling forever. because you don’t love me like you love her, and you don’t hold me like you held her. and every time i’m with you i forget for just a moment that you are not mine, only to be reminded like a wave crashing against a ship at sea that you belong to someone else, and i am yet again left drowning in the love i have for you. and when you leave, i feel like you take all the light in the world with you, leaving me in complete darkness, lost, alone, and drowning in the love i have for you. my heart breaks a million times a day for you, and i will let it for the rest of my life if it means for a single moment i get to forget that i’m drowning, i will risk the rest of my sanity to hope that one day i’ll be loved by you, that one day i too will bloom.

you make my whole world light up, like the sun and the moon have finally met each other and the earths entire atmosphere is at peace. i keep finding myself at the edge of your bed, on my knees begging for mercy, and you give it to me, you give me the world if i’d ask you for it. but you wouldn’t give me your love, oh to be loved by you, it must be so incredibly wonderful, i envy her every second of the day for having you when i do not. for being loved by you must feel like what a flower feels like when it’s blooming, and i will desire that feeling forever. because you don’t love me like you love her, and you don’t hold me like you held her. and every time i’m with you i forget for just a moment that you are not mine, only to be reminded like a wave crashing against a ship at sea that you belong to someone else, and i am yet again left drowning in the love i have for you. and when you leave, i feel like you take all the light in the world with you, leaving me in complete darkness, lost, alone, and drowning in the love i have for you. my heart breaks a million times a day for you, and i will let it for the rest of my life if it means for a single moment i get to forget that i’m drowning, i will risk the rest of my sanity to hope that one day i’ll be loved by you, that one day i too will bloom.

you make my whole world light up, like the sun and the moon have finally met each other and the earths entire atmosphere is at peace. i keep finding myself at the edge of your bed, on my knees begging for mercy, and you give it to me, you give me the world if i’d ask you for it. but you wouldn’t give me your love, oh to be loved by you, it must be so incredibly wonderful, i envy her every second of the day for having you when i do not. for being loved by you must feel like what a flower feels like when it’s blooming, and i will desire that feeling forever. because you don’t love me like you love her, and you don’t hold me like you held her. and every time i’m with you i forget for just a moment that you are not mine, only to be reminded like a wave crashing against a ship at sea that you belong to someone else, and i am yet again left drowning in the love i have for you. and when you leave, i feel like you take all the light in the world with you, leaving me in complete darkness, lost, alone, and drowning in the love i have for you. my heart breaks a million times a day for you, and i will let it for the rest of my life if it means for a single moment i get to forget that i’m drowning, i will risk the rest of my sanity to hope that one day i’ll be loved by you, that one day i too will bloom.

Why did you say you would love me forever if it was a lie? Why couldn't you at least have told me what I did wrong? You left me in the dark, wondering if it's me or you. Im so sad and angry and deal with your loss every day. What was I not saying or doing right, so I can grow from this finally.

Oh I forgot one thing uwu, i've been listening to the cmbyn soundtrack, and it makes me sad, but also gets me really hyped for hopefully going somewhere pretty this summer as long as the vaccine is out. Also ya'll PA folks gotta chill i saw an amish person in a horse and buggie when we went somewhere in PA for food. Oh and if you werent joking about the pysch ward thing how long will she be gone-

thank you so much for saving my life. i love you so much and i’m so glad to i get to call you my best friend.

you weren’t good to me but i’m sorry about how i treated you as well.
i truly wish i could just apologize without making things worse.

Please stay a little bit longer. Do it for me. Ig you leave me in this world on my own I'll be so broken. We haven't seen our futures yet...

I’m so sorry I’m so sorry i know i don’t have the right to love you but is it okay to miss you if you never lived?

you where my mascot and i loved every moment with you even when you would steal all my food or drink my juice but you told me i haven't made you happy in months and now i sit missing you more than anything and i just want to go to your house like a shitty 90's movie and play are song for you on a boombox and everything to go back to how it was but i cant do that because i want you to be happy and if that means i cant be in your life for you to be happy i guess "it is what it is" i miss you but i won't admit it to anyone but fuck i miss how you would dance when i gave you chips and cheese or us just yell singing are song while i rushed to get you home so you won't be late i miss you

Hi, heather. Ik ik life's tough and sometimes a very large piece of shit. Just know your loved by many people, including me
love, Lacy S.

I think you are my first friend ever. I've never met you, but I feel like the time we spoke the first time was also the only time I felt true friendship.

I want you. Just you. I don't need anyone else. But you. You need someone else. You don't need me. You never have.

Idc if you have problems in your life rn i love you baby

What i meant to say is even when you're a mess i still want all of YOU<3

In my head we living together happy already high, cuddling and watching tv

You're the light in the darkness. I love you babygirl<3

ilyyy

Only you baby <3

I miss our sunset nights and talking in your room. Love you

When will you realize that I'm in love with you?

One day all the love you gave away will come back and finally stay ❤️

I’ll always be here for you boo

Want to when we get there?❤

I'm sorry for leaving so suddenly. I hope you find reasons to smile, even without me around.

I wish I could tell you how I feel, but I know you are straight

i wish i knew what you were thinking

You never change and it hurts worse every time I learn that again

Thank you for holding my hands while I was getting my inner ankle tattoo banana wife, I miss you.

I still miss you everyday. Life doesn't feel the same

if your mom only liked me…..

All roads lead home even the dead end ones

You're my everything, I love youu

You were my best friend for so long, and how you treated me in the end destroyed me inside.

You changed my life and feel like my other half. I love you more than I should and hope you do too.

you will always be my first

I'll Always love you and support you my love❤