Unsent messages to AUTUMN

i wish for a lot of things. i wish we still talked. but now i wish for you to be happy :)

I’ll wait as long as it takes for you, I just hope you’ll do the same

Thank you for being in my life

You’re not better off without me. I miss you. Txt me sometime.

i miss you so much it hurts my chest, but it makes me sick, what you did to me. you dont even care.

sorry for being rude when we ended our friendship

i hope you know what you did to me

I have dreams about us still being best friends

I wish i could still talk to you.

i miss you so much. i am so in love with you

Cool breeze, as we lay under the stars. I knew i loved you then. But i lost you. And that's okay. I learned to love other people

i hate you. i never want to hear from u again. u completely and entirely ruined me. i hate your guts autumn.

i hope bedbugs bite your coochie and i hope you die in a fucking fire youre so fucking annoying please kys lol

You destroyed my fucking life. you manipulated me and hit me it hurt. you told me to kill myself to my face u made me
start cutting. i hate you

You were supposed to be one of my closest friends. Instead, you totally ditched me the minute you had the chance and this happens to me every single time so I am done.

Why do you hold so much back, I love you. Please we will make it through many more December’s. Vulnerability is difficult but it’s easier with someone you trust I just want to be here for you. You are not even close to a burden.

youre truly my bestfriend. when you talk abt leaving this shit place it breaks my heart for you and for me bc i'm so scared to lose you

Maybe next time I'm down there we could finally go on a date. I feel like we've both wanted to for years and just not pulled the trigger yet...

hey, i miss you more everyday, im sorry for ruining our friendship, i didn't know what i was doing at the time (i wish i could send this on text and not here :/)

yeah i wrote one but honestly i take it back. ur an emotional manipulator and i didn't do shit. yeah i miss you and feel bad sometimes but i just need a reality check when i do

i wasnt fake. i tried so hard and u just left me. i made one mistake autumn. but its all ruined because i have more standards now. but i miss u. but im hurt. we were best friends and u blocked me without a second thought. fck that bruh. u know whos fake? the two face who let go of their “soulmate” in an instant. i will never understand how u didnt that and i wish that we lasted longer but i loved you. i just want u to know i had no malicious intent ever and everything i did was out of love until you left. then it was all out of hurt.

goodbye autumn. u were an amazing best friend, even if you were back and forth. i love you

i wasnt fake. i tried so hard and u just left me. i made one mistake autumn. but its all ruined because i have more standards now. but i miss u. but im hurt. we were best friends and u blocked me without a second thought. fck that bruh. u know whos fake? the two face who let go of their “soulmate” in an instant. i will never understand how u didnt that and i wish that we lasted longer but i loved you. i just want u to know i had no malicious intent ever and everything i did was out of love until you left. then it was all out of hurt.

goodbye autumn. u were an amazing best friend, even if you were back and forth. i love you

you are my soulmate, i love you more than words could ever explain, you're gone now,but you are happy and that's all that matters boog.

youre my greatest gift, i know we got a bit lost for awhile but im never gonna be able to tell or show you all the love and appreciation i have for you, never change beautiful.

I loved you with every part of my being but you didn't love me that way, and it killed me to know that you would never look at me the way I looked at you

I never would’ve thought that you would still be such a big part of my life. Everyday I think of you and your family and hope everybody is okay. You’re such an amazing person and you deserve nothing but happiness and love. I wish I could talk to you sometimes but that doesn’t seem like a possibility. Take care

Fuck you. Seriously, fuck you. I trusted you, I told you my deepest darkest secrets, and you still screwed me over and left. I don't hate you but I wish you hadn't done that.

I love you like a sister but you fucked up and picked your friendship with the boy instead of us. I wish you didn't and it didn't come to what it did but it did. I know you probably won't see this but I will write it anyway. if you ever want to try and reach out to fix what happened between us you have my number I just want you to know, you hurt me picking the boys over me and not giving me the light of day when they were around. I hope you doing better with everything going on with your life. if you don't see what you did now I hope you see when you're a bit. older... I just want you to know that I'm not mad at you for choosing them not at all I just want you to be happy with your choice. I hope your getting better.

I wish I could tell you that you're not hard to love and that you aren't too much for someone to handle. I'm sorry I couldn't show you that.

u may not know it but i think i literally love u, and ik u don’t feel the same. i tried, and almost lost u cuz of it. i won’t try again, and i promise that. you give me so many signs yet u contradict urself on those signs. idk what to believe anymore. i just want u to be happy. also i still want Tulips as a birthday gift :)