i wish things were different and i wish i didn’t have to spend every day forcing myself to get over you lol i know it’s useless to keep trying at this point so i’ve just given up. i hope you can find someone to love one day

you’re my everything, you were when we met, when we were friends and even more now we’ re together. you’re all i’ve ever wanted.

I feel extremely left out of the friend group, but I don't know if it's because I'm overthinking things, or you guys just don't want to be friends with me anymore.

you say we shouldn't talk consistently, but here you are still talking to me. I honestly don't know where we went wrong, I still love you the same as the first time I said those words to you. I never thought it would come to this, I feel like I'm trying so hard for you to give me a slither of your time. but I guess that's on me. I keep letting you treat me so poorly, cause I love you. to me that's a really strong word, but it's so easy to say to you. I love you, r. I don't know when to stop with you.

Not a day goes by where I don’t regret hurting you so much. I wish I could have loved you the way you deserved.

Thank you
For the highs and the lows
For the laughter and tears
For the quietness we enjoy together
It's always been you

i hope we get our chance this time, for real, and meet. i wanna hug u N know that ur even more real than a person on a screen on ft. i cant 4 u try to in n out and to see hollywood at night. just cant wait to finally be with my best friend. i love u endlessly.

I hope you're doing fine, my pretty girl. I fell in love with you so unexpectedly, that I didn't even know how much you meant to me until we parted ways. To you I am replaceable, and that's okay. I just thought you were different from the rest. A year on and the pain you caused me is still here. I love you, r, I always will. No matter how shitty you treat me. Goodnight my bubby. I miss you.

I feel like you never listened to any of the advice you gave me. I did so much for you and you ignored me and made it all about yourself. You act like the center of attention constantly, and it is sad to see you let yourself succumb to your huge ego.

you know what the worst part is? the whole time you were at such a normal weight, you constantly told yourself you were fat. look at you now. i don't know what to do anymore. it hurts so much

i wanted to get to know you so badly because i was so interested in you. your art is beautiful. i hope you're doing okay.

I hate you. I hate you so fucking much. You really hurt me, and now you've taken her from me too. But whatever. Go be an attention seeking bitch with her as well.

note to self
you won't meet them yet. be patient because the more u sit in bed crying, the less time you have to be hopeful. young u would despise the loser u are now. i miss when you didn't care about all that stuff. you can be happy without anyone telling you how infatuated they are with you. hopefully, things will change soon. i want you to genuinely be happy for a week straight. I know you miss when that was all possible.

note to self
you won't meet them yet. be patient because the more u sit in bed crying, the less time you have to be hopeful. young u would despise the loser u are now. i miss when you didn't care about all that stuff. you can be happy without anyone telling you how infatuated they are with you. hopefully, things will change soon. i want you to genuinely be happy for a week straight. I know you miss when that was all possible.

u were the first person that i truly loved because of who you really are. i just wish we would still talk.

we were best friends for years and it wasn't until after our friendship ended that I realised I'd been in love with you the whole time. i think there will always be a piece of my heart that will belong to you.

I love that we can talk about absolutely anything together and share our dark humour and aren't triggered you're an amazing person and a great friends and I know I'm not so I'm sorry. Thank you for being there and know I'll always be here for you at any time I know how much you're struggling even if I don't show it bc humor lol, but I'm here for you

i miss u so much, im sorry things ended like that. it hurts to see u being distant

was it casual

You really hurt me for a long time and it took me ages to get over that.

Ily baby I always will your my gorgeous best friend don’t ever compare yourself to others again

After 6 years it’s hard to get used to being alone, I miss you.

i love you so much thank you for everything you have done for me x im so proud of you ml <33

i wanna believe youre gonna see these someday and know that its me and i miss you

ill always want it to be you even if we end up with other people

You’re my best friend, you’ve saved my life so many times I truly cherish you my dearest, friend.

I’m so sorry for treating you how I did. It wasn’t you. I’m just too messed up.

i promise to never stop loving you

your sum

I miss you rosie, I want to text you and say that i miss being your best friend. You were my #1

I wish you'd be vulnerable with me like how I am with you. I just want to love you

i don’t want a best friend if not you. i don’t want a life if not you. i hope i never lose you sissy

I love you honeyshnugglepoo

sometimes I wish you knew that when I see a daisy I think of you

How’s your summer been?

I would still drop everything, I’ll think of it forever

There was no safe place for me to love you when we were kids. I’m sorry.

i love you but our love is a sin

I wish you listened to me more rather than make it about yourself all the time .

Let's get high, listen to music and talk all night.

i'm afraid i like you so much more than you like me. is it better or worse if you know that?

Happy to talk with you again but you will never know that I love you. Hope I tell you one day.

i am so scared that i will never love someone else the way that i loved you.

I'll be here if you ever want me again

Ily so much, u are the best. But why do u only wanna talk about u? I have problems too. Do u care?

I’ll miss you forever <3

i miss you so much. hopefully we'll meet again soon</3

I was too clingy. Won't happen again. You broke my heart, even though you said sorry.

You’re the best sister I could ever wish for and you’re my best friend.

i wish i told you i wanted to be more than friends, i still do but it’s too late.

in case you do ever venture on to here, ily !!! sorry i get distant, im just so sleepy mentally :,(