Unsent messages to AUBREE

There hasn't been a single day that's passed where I've been okay without you. We were supposed to end up together. I'm so sorry.

I really hope someday I'm able to forgive you for what you did. I really hope one day I can look back on us and remember the good instead of this because otherwise it was such a waste. I don't want to hate you for the rest of my life, Aubree. But not hating you means I have to forgive you and I can't understand why you would want to hurt me like that. I don't think that's who you are.

hey hunnybun!! i dont know if youll ever see this but i just need to say that i love you so much like more than you could ever know i think about you 24/7 and would do anything for you. i know youre not in a good mental state right now and i just want to tell you that ill be there always and we'll get through this together no one will ever hurt you again i love you :3

ps: you're really really cute :3

Ever since you left I kind of feel like someone took my heart and now it's just out in the world walking around without me. I miss you every single day, all the time. Most of the time it's easier to forget we were ever an "us" but then I want to tell you something and you're not there anymore and I feel like I'm going to just disappear. You were supposed to be here. I feel homesick without you no matter where I am because you're who I would say is my home no matter where we are but now it's like I have to figure out how to live life without you and I don't want to. I didn't ever want to. I love you still and pretending that I don't is killing me. I don't want to live without you, I'm not good at it. I wish you would come back. I wish we could fix us. I wish I could take everything back. I love you, Aubree. I love you and I miss you all the time. I hope this isn't forever but I'm kind of losing hope that you will ever change your mind and even if you did no matter how much I loved you I don't think I'll ever to be able to forgive you for what you did while you were gone.