Unsent messages to ARCHIE
From: ABC
To: Archie
Date: May 13, 2024, 5:51 pm UTC
ily so much but idk how to tell u and idk if u like me back but I just want u to know that ily x
From: ABC
To: Archie
Date: April 27, 2024, 1:47 pm UTC
i can’t hate you but i won’t forgive you
From: ABC
To: Archie
Date: April 21, 2024, 6:05 pm UTC
Mostly glad but kinda wish i had never texted u. I’ve cried secretly everyday for the past 3 weeks.
From: ABC
To: Archie
Date: April 9, 2024, 5:57 pm UTC
i love you but idk how to say it. it feels like a rock on my chest
From: ABC
To: Archie
Date: April 1, 2024, 10:17 pm UTC
I’m sorry it went down the way it did. I don’t feel for myself, I feel sadness for her.
From: ABC
To: Archie
Date: March 11, 2024, 7:28 pm UTC
I’ve messed up and regret everything I said after,I wish I could take it all back. I still love you
From: ABC
To: Archie
Date: February 10, 2024, 8:11 pm UTC
I finally got over you but I think I’ll always love you for the time we had
From: ABC
To: Archie
Date: February 9, 2024, 3:38 pm UTC
i'm afraid i wont be able to love anyone else the way i love you
From: ABC
To: Archie
Date: February 8, 2024, 8:42 pm UTC
seeing you with her is so bittersweet. i hope you're happy
From: ABC
To: Archie
Date: February 5, 2024, 9:21 pm UTC
..Anything’s possible if you try hard enough
From: ABC
To: Archie
Date: January 29, 2024, 4:09 pm UTC
I cant say it just yet. But i already love you more than anyone ive ever met ❤️
From: ABC
To: Archie
Date: January 18, 2024, 8:25 pm UTC
I miss you, I wish you would just talk to me
From: ABC
To: Archie
Date: November 12, 2023, 12:15 pm UTC
i wish you’d understand how much i felt for you
From: ABC
To: Archie
Date: November 8, 2023, 11:39 pm UTC
as long as i’m alive you’ll still be loved
From: ABC
To: Archie
Date: November 8, 2023, 4:31 pm UTC
I know, it’s been a while now. I shouldn’t feel this way anymore but I think I miss you.
From: ABC
To: Archie
Date: November 2, 2023, 10:29 pm UTC
I think that maybe I was just in love with you and I thought you knew.
From: ABC
To: Archie
Date: November 2, 2023, 3:43 pm UTC
it hurts how much i love you and how little you care.
From: ABC
To: Archie
Date: October 26, 2023, 3:17 pm UTC
I am so in love with you. It broke me when you left.
From: ABC
To: Archie
Date: October 19, 2023, 6:25 pm UTC
i have a million things to say to you, but silence and distance will bring us peace
From: ABC
To: Archie
Date: October 13, 2023, 1:47 pm UTC
i miss talking and hanging out w u.
From: ABC
To: Archie
Date: October 9, 2023, 12:36 pm UTC
you have the most beautiful smile i've ever seen
From: ABC
To: Archie
Date: October 1, 2023, 4:18 am UTC
you hurt me in the worst way possible but i still held on
From: ABC
To: Archie
Date: September 29, 2023, 9:56 am UTC
I miss you, I hope someday will see you randomly
From: ABC
To: Archie
Date: September 29, 2023, 9:39 am UTC
you’re a lier. you promised that i would be the one to leave you but you broke everything we had
From: ABC
To: Archie
Date: September 27, 2023, 1:57 pm UTC
I’m in love with you please love me too
From: ABC
To: Archie
Date: September 16, 2023, 6:05 pm UTC
I think in a couple years time, I hope we’ll find each other at the same Party.
From: ABC
To: Archie
Date: August 30, 2023, 10:59 am UTC
sometimes i wish i never forgave you
From: ABC
To: Archie
Date: August 7, 2023, 6:52 pm UTC
i wish you would just talk to me, one last time.
From: ABC
To: Archie
Date: August 5, 2023, 10:33 pm UTC
i care about you so much but you hurt me so bad
From: ABC
To: Archie
Date: July 19, 2023, 7:04 pm UTC
I still think about you all the time, message me?
From: ABC
To: Archie
Date: July 12, 2023, 9:22 pm UTC
I’m so glad you felt the same way about me
From: ABC
To: Archie
Date: January 18, 2021, 7:32 pm UTC
you used to look at me the way noah looks at ally. i wish id knew if i loved you. i don’t even know now
From: ABC
To: Archie
Date: January 17, 2021, 12:50 am UTC
I loved you with my whole heart until I realised I don’t LIKE who you’ve become. love isn’t always enough.
From: ABC
To: Archie
Date: January 11, 2021, 11:22 pm UTC
Hi smelly, I told you I never deserved you yet I still can't comprehend that I deserved what you did to me. I don't wish you were still here with me, only I never met you because now I still feel like I can't live without you, only living for the hope we'd have a second chance. You think I'm crazy but it's all too much. I hope you and her are happy, I'm sorry I still have to exist.
From: ABC
To: Archie
Date: January 11, 2021, 2:00 am UTC
It’s 2AM and I can’t sleep because I’m stuck thinking about all the memories we shared... and how I’ll never experience them again.
From: ABC
To: Archie
Date: January 9, 2021, 10:19 pm UTC
you were the first person i loved and you distracted me from pain and then you left and it got bad again and it hasn’t got good again (it’s been 4 months of bad)
From: ABC
To: Archie
Date: January 9, 2021, 7:58 am UTC
omg ilysm you're literally amazing and so awesome you've always been here for me and i hope i can too skjdskfhghjhfdjk
you're really amazing and such a great person and you deserve to know that
From: ABC
To: Archie
Date: January 7, 2021, 1:56 am UTC
you scarred me. i hate you more than anything, i can’t believe i let you do that to me. i feel guilty
From: ABC
To: Archie
Date: January 6, 2021, 9:10 am UTC
where do i start: with the simple, yet meaningful apology or the way i truly felt for you. i never felt like i was good enough for you- the perfect, sweet boy who was oh so sweet, so passionate. you made me feel so happy, and ill always cherish the gifts you got me even if we decided to break up and stay friends. i honestly can't tell you if what i felt was love for you as a friend or as a lover, but i feel as though part of me forced myself into a relationship with you so i wouldn't be alone. you would always respect my boundaries, and always asked for consent which would make my heart flutter. we lasted what, 7-8 months? i wish i could say throughout all those months that i felt as though you were the one, however that isn't the case.
you were so involved with our relationship in the beginning, it always felt as though you wanted nothing more then for me to be happy and comfortable with you even when i seemed hesitant. but, alas, things do change. i will never understand why midway through you suddenly seemed to stop caring. was i too boring? were you starting to question your feelings? thats the one thing about you that ill never understand. although i had never been in a relationship before, i knew that ignoring my texts, leaving me on read when i told you that i love you, and avoiding me wasn't what love was.
i never had it in me to break your heart like i knew you would to mine. i couldn't call it off, i was too scared that i was overreacting when the signs were clear. i should've communicated with you more, maybe then i would have told you how i don't feel comfortable being in a polygamous relationship and hearing about how you also love your other friends. maybe i could have told you that it made me uncomfortable hearing how you thought a celebrity was hot and that you would date them if you were single.
you would always tell them that you loved them, but you would never say the same to me at the end. i realize now that i was jealous how it seemed that you were more in a relationship with her then me. i know you were never comfortable calling, but why would you call her but never me? why would you string me along and pretend that you cared about me for so long when it was obvious you didn't?
all i can say is that i know i wasn't perfect then. i know that i didn't have a single clue as to what love was and that i relied mostly on you in the beginning to keep us from separating. sometimes i wonder if what we had was real, or if we were both just desperate teens wanting affection and seeking it through dating our best friend. im glad we are still friends, but sometimes it pains me knoeing how awkward it is when anybody brings up love. but i just want to say im sorry. maybe if i was better like them then you would have loved me.
From: ABC
To: Archie
Date: January 3, 2021, 2:02 am UTC
I loved you more then you could of ever imagined but yet I still wasn’t good enough no matter how hard I tried
From: ABC
To: Archie
Date: January 2, 2021, 7:47 pm UTC
I really wish you were a better person. I remember having so much fun with you and thinking that we would be together forever, but that’s not the case.
