Hi smelly, I told you I never deserved you yet I still can't comprehend that I deserved what you did to me. I don't wish you were still here with me, only I never met you because now I still feel like I can't live without you, only living for the hope we'd have a second chance. You think I'm crazy but it's all too much. I hope you and her are happy, I'm sorry I still have to exist.