Unsent messages to ANNIE

I miss the annie who loved sleepovers in the swamp & playing minecraft until 4am w/ me. I still see glimpses of her once in awhile.

I’m still young but I think the greatest tragedy of my life will be that I never told you I love you.

I think the greatest tragedy of my life will be that I never told you I love you- and now I’ve lost you.

I'm a wreck without you. I miss you and our talks. I miss seeing you and talking to you. You your one of the best things I've ever had even though I ended things. I ended them because you needed someone better then me someone who was close by and could be there for you when you needed them to be there. I miss you and I will always love you.

i think im finally over you. i still get a little nervous around you and maybe butterflies if you look at me too long but ive accepted that. you were the first person that i was really in love with and i know those feelings will never truly go away. ill always have a softspot in my heart for you. but my heart doesnt race when i get a text from you and im not getting anxiety sitting by my phone waiting for a text either. as sad as it sounds lmao i got over you by telling myself it would never happen. bc it actually never would. you are so much better than me and i will always think youre beautiful and perfect in my eyes. ill always love you, but im not in love with you anymore. :)

I wish one day you’d stop hurting, I don’t know how to help you when I’m struggling too. I love you so much and I need you to hold on because I can’t.

you’ve hurt me a lot this past week but you’re my best friend and you showed me how much love is in a non romantic relationship. I love you dearly.

Everytime I see your face I think about how badly I want to kiss you...
But I'm not sure if you want me to do it.
It's driving me crazy

i’m not sure it was love, but you was the first person i ever looked at and felt nothing but warmth for. it’s a shame you didn’t feel the same.