it’s okay i get it i’m used to it. i meant nothing to you... i thought i meant something to you. you used to be the person i told all my hopes and dreams to and now ur what my hopes and dreams are about thanks for i don’t even know anymore

i still think about you before i go to bed and i fucking hate it. i keep myself busy...you know how i am and i still think about you and miss you. no matter what i do, who i talk to, at the end of the day i think and romanticize about the idea of you. it fucking sucks...because i know youre a whore and probably fantasizing about 4 other girls. why cant i get you out of my head....like im fine for a couple days and then i go back to the cycle of you stuck in here. its sad that i know i deserve better yet im stuck on you. so many great guys out there and i dream about you. i cant wait till i find the one and i forget about you. you probably dont even know about this website, but one day i hope you come across it and write me a message. everytime i go on here i search up my name to see if maybe you sent something....you never do. and if anyone else is reading this, i hope you never go through this shitty feeling, just know you deserve better and people are always replaceable.