Unsent messages to ANDRE
From: ABC
To: Andre
Date: December 16, 2020, 8:53 pm UTC
Ive been having thoughts about dying lately, maybe if i did then you would actually care. But you're the only person keeping me from doing it.
From: ABC
To: Andre
Date: December 16, 2020, 8:51 pm UTC
it hurts that I always have to start up our relationship again like you don't care, even though i know you still think about me every time you hear that song.
From: ABC
To: Andre
Date: December 16, 2020, 8:49 pm UTC
Ive never felt this way about a person before. Im sorry i haven't been feeling like myself lately, I miss you.
From: ABC
To: Andre
Date: December 16, 2020, 7:44 am UTC
Things are going to have to end soon but I can't bring myself to do it. I'm so grateful for what we had.
From: ABC
To: Andre
Date: December 12, 2020, 4:40 am UTC
you say it's all my fault. you blame me. but YOU are the one who ran. ruined me. walked all over me, all while i tried.
From: ABC
To: Andre
Date: December 8, 2020, 2:58 pm UTC
i always hoped you would return my calls yet, you never did. you hurt me so much but my arms are always ready for when you want to comeback. please comeback. i miss you.
From: ABC
To: Andre
Date: December 7, 2020, 9:27 pm UTC
I thought you would run back to me by now like every other time :/ I miss you so much. I hope you’re okay
From: ABC
To: Andre
Date: November 21, 2020, 2:54 am UTC
I loved you even though you hurt me so much. I would keep coming back and still be attached each time. You kept saying you changed when you didn't. You kept using me for my body when you knew yourself, I have an issue with it already. And now you want to be together, after all I went through. Saying you changed but are the same person each time. The more you love me, the less I love you and myself.
From: ABC
To: Andre
Date: November 19, 2020, 11:14 pm UTC
Siempre te consideraré el amor de mi vida y a la persona que más he amado, déjame decirte que amas muy bonito, y que cada vez que miro a la luna, susurro “te amo de aquà a la luna. A pasitos de tortuga”, esperando que cuando la mires. Recuerdes esa frase. :(
From: ABC
To: Andre
Date: November 19, 2020, 12:50 pm UTC
No voy a encontrar a alguien como tú nunca, pero estoy feliz porque se que di todo de mi para que funcionará.
From: ABC
To: Andre
Date: November 19, 2020, 10:27 am UTC
Our colour was yellow. I don't miss or love you anymore but I hope that you are doing better than I am. Kinda hope you reach out to me
From: ABC
To: Andre
Date: November 18, 2020, 11:12 pm UTC
I wonder if... if I had told you sooner... if you ever said anything about how you felt... if things would be different than they are now
From: ABC
To: Andre
Date: November 18, 2020, 9:24 pm UTC
I wish I can go back in time and meet you again and do things differently... I wish we weren't strangers.
From: ABC
To: Andre
Date: November 18, 2020, 7:15 am UTC
I really did love you I just didn't know how to say it. I wish I could go back to the kitchen in the cafeteria and start over.
From: ABC
To: Andre
Date: November 16, 2020, 8:07 pm UTC
it's been a while but i still think about you a lot. i miss what we had and i wish i could figure out why you ended it.
From: ABC
To: Andre
Date: November 16, 2020, 8:01 pm UTC
you stopped talking to me years ago and i still wish i had the courage to ask why. you'll never realize the pain that caused me. i still wonder what i did wrong.
From: ABC
To: Andre
Date: November 16, 2020, 7:05 am UTC
you have a bad rep so i hold back on liking you, but since my last ex, you're the only one whose pre close to it letting me catch feels? but there's so many things blocking me from telling u, its better if you ghost me ngl.
From: ABC
To: Andre
Date: November 16, 2020, 3:05 am UTC
It finally happened. You finally unblocked me and honestly, it's taking everything in me to not text you right now and ask you why you did what you did. I want to call you and cuss you out and tell you everything about how you fucked me up. It's been a year and I'm still unable to trust people. It's been a year and I am still so hurt that I won't allow myself to open my heart to anyone because I am so traumatized and scared that they are going to hurt me as you did. You hurt me so bad, and the worst part of all is that I don't think you even know that you did. I just want you to know that no matter how much I try to move on, I am still stuck on you. And not in the loving way, in the way of wanting to understand. I want to understand why you did this to me. Why out of all people, you cheated on me. You decided that I was the girl to cheat on. I gave you everything, I introduced you to my entire family, I cooked, cleaned and bought you things. And I received nothing. NOTHING but hurt and trauma in the end. There are so many unspeakable things you did to me, the times you hit me and the time you threw my phone at the wall because YOU cheated on me. So many things that you did that truthfully changed me to my core. I am no longer that girl you met a year ago, I could never be her again. Because she was doing so much better in life before you came and now I am forever imprinted. There is this mark on me that you left. And because of you. I will never be the same. I want to text you, and I want to tell you everything I feel right now. But I can't because you won't give a shit, you'll gaslight me into thinking it was my fault. Which it never was, and you'll just lie. Because honestly Andre, lying is the only thing you'll ever be good at. You know how to lie like a penny in a parking lot. I hope you one day find a love that makes you feel the way I did. And I hope she tears your heart in 2 just like you did. And I hope you are so hurt that you never let it go. I hope one day you sit in the position I'm in. Crying alone, listening to our song and knowing that I was the best thing you could've ever had.
From: ABC
To: Andre
Date: November 10, 2020, 8:18 pm UTC
every single thing reminds me of you. there isn’t a moment where you’re not on my mind. please come back, i need you.
From: ABC
To: Andre
Date: November 8, 2020, 7:23 am UTC
i know i wasn't important enough to be considered your first love. but you were mine. and it haunts me.
From: ABC
To: Andre
Date: November 2, 2020, 9:32 am UTC
I’ve liked you for over a year, and I still don’t know how to get over you. You just used me and yet here I am. And I would still get with you if you texted me right now.
From: ABC
To: Andre
Date: October 18, 2020, 4:02 pm UTC
i was so in love with you that you cheated on me and i stayed... did you start taking me for granted? i thought i'd always been the girl of your dreams
From: ABC
To: Andre
Date: October 8, 2020, 9:57 am UTC
U wanna know what hurt u and my best friend were crushing on eachother and I had to sit there and support her and at home I'd cry my self to sleep for not being confident to express my feelings
From: ABC
To: Andre
Date: October 6, 2020, 1:11 pm UTC
Hey, i miss you. I wish we could go back. I’m sorry for everything i’ve done and everything i’ve put you through. I wish I could do something to make it better but I can’t, unfortunately. I want you to be happy, I want you to find someone that makes you happy. It’s going to hurt seeing you with somebody else but I have to get used to it, I have to get used to the fact that we’re not gonna get back together because it’s over. I wanted to tell you that i’ve change, i’m not the person I used to be but it’s to late for that. It’s to late to tell you all these things, I should’ve tell you when I could. I miss you more than anything in this world. I love you forever and always.
From: ABC
To: Andre
Date: October 5, 2020, 12:22 pm UTC
you never knew how many times i looked into a mirror, and wished that i was her. because then maybe you’d finally love me back...
From: ABC
To: Andre
Date: October 3, 2020, 3:45 am UTC
9 años...
2 confesiones...
2 rechazos...
1000 lágrimas...
AĂşn no lo entiendes ??
Siempre fuiste tu y nunca lo tomaste enserio.
From: ABC
To: Andre
Date: September 30, 2020, 10:52 am UTC
Ter que conciliar você me magoando todos os dias, com faculdade e estágio, sem apoio de psicóloga porque nenhuma aceita convênio (várias já me recusaram), só mostra que eu sou forte demais. Eu sei que no futuro você vai querer voltar nem que seja por uma noite e estragar todo o trabalho que eu tive até agora só para inflar seu ego e se sentir amado por um minuto, mas nem pense nisso! Eu sou muito forte. Eu passo por tudo sozinha sempre, você me ensinou a passar por tudo sozinha. Você tirou todo o crédito que eu tinha com meus amigos a ponto de não quererem mais escutar o que eu tenho a dizer sobre como me sinto e não culpo eles. Entendeu? Você é nada perto de mim. Eu sou muita coisa para você. O destino não quis que ficássemos juntos porque ele sabia disso. Seria como colocar tudo o que eu sou em um potinho que é a sua vida, eu definharia.
From: ABC
To: Andre
Date: September 30, 2020, 3:28 am UTC
It’s been 2 years I don’t miss You I just miss us it still hurts that I see you happy and have to act like we never happened you were 4 years of my life, my first love and I miss the way we used to be
From: ABC
To: Andre
Date: September 25, 2020, 5:19 am UTC
talvez eu pudesse ter te amado, se fosse confiante o suficiente. de qualquer maneira, nem vocĂŞ nem eu nunca saberemos se daria certo
From: ABC
To: Andre
Date: September 19, 2020, 2:17 pm UTC
E eu odeio q minha mente sĂł lembra de vc com muito carinho, mas eu sei q vc n Ă© essa pessoa q eu lembro.
From: ABC
To: Andre
Date: September 19, 2020, 2:15 pm UTC
E Nicolas tava certo. Vc nunca gostou de mim. Eu sĂł servia p afastar sua carĂŞncia. Vc Ă© muito carente!
From: ABC
To: Andre
Date: September 17, 2020, 4:53 am UTC
u know i sometimes find myself aimlessly scrolling through these to see if i crossed your mind enough for you to write a message here but i know that that's a stupid thought to have on my part
From: ABC
To: Andre
Date: September 16, 2020, 6:06 pm UTC
Uma vez eu disse q eu era sua única amiga. N foi por maldade. Acabou q eu tava certa... vc n sabe qm tá do seu lado.
From: ABC
To: Andre
Date: September 12, 2020, 2:41 am UTC
It took me nearly a year to get over you just to find out you never loved me there will always be a place in my heart for you.
