i love u so much more than u think i do but i will never tell u because i'm scared and u deserve far better than me.

every night we stayed up till the early morning, when you switched off the light at 9pm I knew it was over

I hope you end up with someone whose love for you outshines my own. You deserve better and I await the day you realize that with both hope and sadness. You’ll never see this, but yes, that’s the reason why I refuse to be with you. Please never settle for less than you deserve.

i loved you with my whole heart, I told you everything. you treated me like you actually cared. then you left.

It hurts that you will only ever think of me as a friend. All those thoughts about you wasted because you’ve never had one about me.

so ig i kinda rly do like you in a crush way but i’ve defo embarrassed myself and i’m convinced you don’t feel the same but either way i want to be al least friends with u you’re the bestest ever and i adore u

im not sure how far my love runs, but theres a breaking point, and i carry it with me, the knowledge that you will never feel this way about me nor do i want you to. i have a version of you in my soul corrupting my brain, making thoughts, stories, songs solely about you. you compromise my ability to process. it has taken years for me to realize this but now i see that i was always in love with you, and i might always be. you're a sliver of my soul and i can hope that i'm a sliver of yours

it was never me. it always had to be the 10 other people's attention u were chasing. i was right there, but now you've lost me forever in that way. i will never be enough for u, there will always be that other person u so desperately want. what i felt for u was so real, but now its just been wasted. its for the best though, it never would of actually worked.

you helped me sm this year, kid. This year I haven't been doing good, and I feel like you're the only person that i could really talk to about it. I've felt so so lonely, and you were the one person that made me feel happy.

i really do miss you and i wish i could tell you that. i am so grateful for everything you did for me. i’m happy we’re on good terms now.

i hate how much i love u. i hate it so much it hurts me. i cant love u. i've been in denial for so long it hurts me. i can never tell u how i feel cus i don't want to ruin this. i don't want to lose u. i love u. i love u. i love u. i love u.

They just told us you wouldn’t make it through the day but miracles happen. Please keep fighting. They need you. I need you. I would do anything to hear you laugh again. I love you.

I'm so sorry, I wish i never messed up this bad, I can't stand the thought of you hating me it breaks my heart so I'm gonna have to do what i should have long ago. I hope you can forgive me

For awhile i really thought u felt the same way about me as i felt about u. but i guess i was wrong. its sad knowing the love i felt for u has been wasted because even thought deep down i still probably have feelings for u, its just not the same. its for the best, were better as friends.

i hope you realize how important you were and are to me. i miss you at the strangest times. i want to text you at all hours of the day to see how you are doing. there is someone 477.5 miles away from you that cares about you deeply.

Amelia, lia, keiran or whatever the fuck you go by i hope u see this. U ruined my life. I hate you i hate you so much. How could i hurt me like that all I did was love you you ugly bitch

you ruined my ability to love anyone else.. but mostly because you’re the only person i will ever truly love.

La palabra "te amo" no era suficiente para nosotras. Hoy éramos amigas y al día siguiente éramos unas desconocidas. Nos hacíamos daño, y ni cuenta nos damos. Recuerdo a la antigua tú ¿Dónde está ella? ¿Dónde está esa pequeña que me hacía reir y me abrazaba a cada rato? Puedo hablar un momento con ella?
Ya no te conozco pero quiero volver hacerlo. Me rehusó dejarte ir, tal vez puedas decir q soy masoquista pero eres lo más increíble q me haya pasado Te quiero y espero volver a ver esa amistad tan bella q teníamos y verte de nuevo

i love you so much, and when i told you i was gay, you hugged me and told me that you would help me bake a cake to tell mum and dad when i was ready, and for that i'll forever be grateful

I love you and you talk about other guys you want to me but then tell me they don’t care about you, I’m right here and I care for you.

i will always regret how i abandoned you time and time again. if you ever see this, i am so incredibly sorry, i know you want nothing to do with me anymore.

i regret abandoning you time and time again. if you ever see this i am so incredibly sorry, i hope you found someone good for you, i know i never was

i regret abandoning you time and time again. if you ever see this i am so incredibly sorry, i hope you found someone good for you, i know i never was. but you helped me so much, so thank you.

i deserve someone better than you. i deserve someone who doesn't mess with me and loves me the way i love you. bye.

i love you too amelia i know it's not obvious cause sometimes i'm cracking jokes a lot but i love you and it's painful not having you or someone else i love

i love you too amelia i know it's not obvious cause sometimes i'm cracking jokes a lot but i love you and it's painful not having you or someone else i love

You didn't even like girls then. I loved you before I could even tell it wasn't in the bestfriend kinda way. It hurts to ignore now. Even though you know, and even though you like girls. That fact haunts me sometimes. I wonder if we could have been more... I don't think we will ever be. Ultimately I think this feeling was too big for me to handle. Its always going to be unrequited love.

why wasn’t I good enough for you? I gave you my heart and you crushed it in your palms. I’m bonded now to the fake memories I’ve made of you. in reality, you were nothing but trauma with some fake kindness sprinkled in. thinking of you makes my brain rot.

i'm finally properly losing feelings for u. thank god. there's no going back now. u lost your chance.

i wrote you a love letter that you'll never receive because i ripped it apart. i thought i'd keep it forever but it stopped me from letting go.

amelia i still have feelings for u (more than a friend ) but i can’t i am ignoring it but i love u so much and it’s hurts cause i never knew what we were. i just know u. love someone else which is hard but i get it so it’s fine. u deserve happiness and i am happy for u even tho it is clearly not me. i was never enough for u and i’ve accepted it. i’m scared for when i see u next cause i’m tying to move on.! you’ll never know how much u meant 2 me.

You went to be with the lord today. You were loved. Your two girls will be taken care of. I downloaded your favorite song since it was released last night. I’ve had it on repeat all day and it will always be your song. Our time together was short but it was the best days of my life. I love you always. Until we meet again.

it hurts so much when your name pops up on my screen but I don't have the balls to block you bc even after everything you did i still love you and idk why

i do not love u in that way anymore. i hope it stays this way coz honestly, we are better as friends.

I miss you. It’s been so long but your still my last thought before I sleep and first thing when I wake up.

Hey bro,
I miss you sometimes still, but in a friendly way. I'm glad we're still friends, and I'm so sorry your mum was such a bitch and never let us talk. Remember when we dressed up as marceline and princess bubblegum? that one halloween when it snowed? that was cool. I wish I could see you again. um anyways SO LONG AND GOOD NIGHT ILY MY EMO FUCKER

You're a horrible person and you use the past as a defense to act like a monster and exploit my feelings any chance you get to feel better about yourself. Keep laughing about my pain with your stupid friends. It doesn't change the fact that all you have is an ugly girlfriend, a shitty college, and a life that's going nowhere.

i dont think I'll ever find someone who will make me feel the way I did when you walked into the room

i miss you so much i just want to be as close as we used to but i know someone else is your favourite now

I LOVE YOU! ur so perfect and amazing :) i hope you see this and know its about you ? even tho i think you’d doubt that someone would write about you, i did and i love you too much to not do this.

i hate that i have feelings for u because i know it would never work. i need to let them go even though i don’t want to.

We pretend that kiss on your birthday was nothing, but I really felt something and had butterflies in my stomach. I'm thinking about this kiss almost everyday.

lamento de verdad no amarte en la manera que tu lo haces conmigo, te juro que intento pero es peor si seguimos juntas

we could've been. you gave up so easily, i never planned life without you. now I've lost myself and I'm not me, why did you take me with you? please bring her back to me

One day I realized a first love could be platonic. My best friend and the person I will tell my grandkids about.

I’ll never forget the first time I saw you those, big brown eyes :’). I fell in love at first sight. The eye contact xox. Fate

i sometimes think about how i felt when i was with you. and i miss the way i felt more than ever but i don’t miss you.

you ruined me, you were never kind to me, now i’m gone and i feel better than ever

ill miss you for the rest of my life. you were my heart and soul and i’ll love you forever. im sorry

i hate the fact i had to move away from you, i love you my forever bestfriend.