Unsent messages to ALLY
From: ABC
To: ally
Date: December 31, 2020, 7:43 am UTC
im so sorry for all the times ive hurt you while "joking" i cant take those jokes back and i know youll remember them forever
From: ABC
To: ally
Date: December 20, 2020, 3:12 am UTC
I wasn't you it was me, I wish I could go back and fix it. It haunts me what I did to you and I wish it didn't end the way it did.
From: ABC
To: ally
Date: December 10, 2020, 5:02 am UTC
u r actually different from every. single. girl. on this planet. fuck. i am an idiot for not noticing soon enough but i guess i was just caught up in the moment and ungrateful. never knew the saying “u don’t realize what u have till it’s gone” was so accurate. i seriously don't know any girl who's that smart but also such a caring, creative fun person who can actually take a joke and do something with it. swear ur good at literally anything. can’t believe i caused pain to that perfect of a person. wish i changed before u left. wish i could go back
From: ABC
To: ally
Date: December 8, 2020, 7:36 am UTC
I miss you.I told you everything.I’ll never forget you.You made me feel alive and I don’t think I’ll ever get over you.One day we may cross each other’s paths again but for now stay safe.I love you forever and always.
From: ABC
To: ally
Date: December 5, 2020, 5:19 pm UTC
I feel like i loved you but i don't know anymore. You hurt me so much but im so sorry i hurt you back.
From: ABC
To: ally
Date: November 20, 2020, 3:54 am UTC
lol hey. i just want you to know that you’re literally my best friend and i’d do anything for you. i’m so excited for our plan to work out so we can be cool ass bitches and i love you so much you’re also an ugly bitch
From: ABC
To: ally
Date: November 19, 2020, 9:51 am UTC
hi.
u prolly wont read this.
i miss you.
i miss staying up late talking with you everyday.
i miss our long talks and falling asleep with you.
From: ABC
To: ally
Date: November 18, 2020, 1:28 am UTC
If you’re reading this, I love you more than words can describe. When i’m with you i’m finally happy. You are the love of my life.
From: ABC
To: ally
Date: November 10, 2020, 10:39 pm UTC
you are going to be okay lovebug. i want u to know you have never once made me feel embarrassed abt myself or things i have done and you are the ONLY person i can say that for. so many firsts ive had you by my side. you are also crazy intelligent and id totally marry u if you asked. i cant wait to run into your arms and see you again. xoxo
From: ABC
To: ally
Date: November 9, 2020, 11:48 pm UTC
you ruined me. but the trauma you inflicted helped me rebuild myself. hope you like the poems I wrote about you
From: ABC
To: ally
Date: November 8, 2020, 12:05 am UTC
I miss u sometimes, idk why u had to do that but I guess it was fate. It hurt tho, because I thought you would understand. Fuck you for everything u did and said.
From: ABC
To: ally
Date: October 29, 2020, 8:54 pm UTC
it’s hard to describe how much i love you. i hope you’re in my life forever and i can’t wait to meet you one day b
From: ABC
To: ally
Date: October 29, 2020, 8:53 pm UTC
it’s hard to describe how much i love you. i hope you’re in my life forever and i can’t wait to meet you one day b
From: ABC
To: ally
Date: October 13, 2020, 8:12 am UTC
Even on your worst days, you were still such a bright light. I miss you every day, I wish I could have gotten to say goodbye one last time.
From: ABC
To: ally
Date: October 2, 2020, 6:22 pm UTC
You were my best friend. I trusted you more than anyone in this world. I have to let you go though. I will never be able to be truly happy until I let you go. Thanks for all the amazing memories but I have to say goodbye. Im sorry I will always love you and u will always be my bestie. Goodbye forever. This is the end. It kills me to do this but I need to. Love u but Im letting go .
From: ABC
To: ally
Date: September 15, 2020, 8:30 pm UTC
I want an apology. I want to understand what actually happened with our toxic mess that you won't talk about. You ruined me, but perhaps I ruined you too. I'll always love you even though you never loved me.
From: ABC
To: ally
Date: September 6, 2020, 8:11 pm UTC
I love you so much. you truly are amazing. I'm so proud of you. thank you for being there when I really needed you
