i really cared about you. i don't even care if you see this, you caused me is much pain and trust issues, i don't know what to do. also got into some pretty bad habits, i hope you find someone that makes you happy when you're ready for a relationship. don't hurt them please. don't do what you did to me to them. make sure they know before hand. you're incredible, really, and i miss you as a friend more than anything, if time allows it we will be friends again but until then, i wish you the best honey