I chose this color because it reminds me of you. I was talking to Ivy and she sent me a picture of you and you were wearing a mask this color and from that day forward I couldn't see this color without thinking of you. I love you, Hafeey. I have for a long time. It's almost embarrassing how much time I have spent thinking about you. I'm not sure if you ever have or ever will feel the same way about me, but in the slim chance that you see this can you just tell me. You should already know how I feel by now and if you don't now you do. If you don't like me just stop fucking leading me on I'm sick of it. Every time I start to get over you, you say something to me that puts me right back at square one. Sorry for being a little strange around you. I don't know how to act around you sometimes. All I know is that I love being around you. For a long time I just wanted a meaningless hook up, but now I'm kinda attached to ur personality. J being on a vc with you does it for me. Ok anyways. I kinda hope u don't see this, but I literally couldn't sleep last night bc of you so my judgement is clouded. bye.

nvm fuck all the shit i said. if u ever see this i was upset in the moment and i dont love you. i never have. i literally just wanted to hook up. i dont care abt u. srry.