Unsent messages to ALLEN
From: ABC
To: allen
Date: September 28, 2023, 5:40 pm UTC
i want you to be the last man i’ll be praying to the heavens for.
From: ABC
To: allen
Date: September 9, 2023, 3:34 am UTC
I hv crush on you but i know that u never look back at me
From: ABC
To: allen
Date: September 5, 2023, 3:45 am UTC
you're so amazing. the way your hair and eyes glisten in the moonlight is my favorite sight to see.
From: ABC
To: allen
Date: September 4, 2023, 12:39 am UTC
it was your fault and i was the one who said sorry.
From: ABC
To: allen
Date: August 10, 2023, 5:46 am UTC
you've changed in to a person i'm afraid of
From: ABC
To: allen
Date: January 12, 2021, 10:34 am UTC
I’ve known you since 7th grade and somehow we keep getting pushed apart. I hope this time is different.
From: ABC
To: allen
Date: January 10, 2021, 4:22 am UTC
i've gotten over you but i still look for you whenever i enter a room. it's times like these i wish i could talk to you.
From: ABC
To: allen
Date: January 6, 2021, 2:41 pm UTC
i have a bf now and yet you still manage to graze my mind all the time. Sometimes i think about ending things with him cause i still have hope 4 u. And i hate you for getting in my head so bad still. Sometimes i see myself with a better future with you rather than my own boyfriend. Sometimes i really really hate you but some of me thinks i still love you and im using my bf to get over you, i cant tell il its working or not but i really hope it does.
From: ABC
To: allen
Date: January 4, 2021, 6:38 am UTC
I think about you every day, so how can I be saved? I think about him a lot as well... maybe if he wasn't fine as hell... Your humor, your friendliness, anywhere beside you is my favorite place. I want you to notice me with no restraining order, please. I want you to care, I want to talk about Undertale.
From: ABC
To: allen
Date: December 19, 2020, 1:26 am UTC
i dont know if it is love. but i do know you are in my life w/ purpose. and you matter to me so much.
From: ABC
To: allen
Date: December 9, 2020, 3:07 am UTC
I hate your lies and the way you treat me is terrible. it’s been three years I just want respect from the only person that makes me feel put together. I want love so bad from you in a simple but most confusing way.I can’t leave you your the only person who will love me for me and I want a life with you so bad why can’t you include me with your friends and family we’ve had all our firsts together does it mean anything to you?
From: ABC
To: allen
Date: December 8, 2020, 1:19 am UTC
I love you so much. but I just wish you still tried. I wish we could take pictures and do all the things we used to do, I wish I could be mushy without it being weird. I wish we stayed best friends while being together but you don't feel that way anymore. it hurts and I wish you'd love me like I love you. I won't give up on us and I have hope we'll continue to prosper, I just wish you'd put in the effort to do the same.
From: ABC
To: allen
Date: November 27, 2020, 3:03 am UTC
Thank you for the Goodnights and Good mornings you make my heart flutter every time l; they never get old.
From: ABC
To: allen
Date: November 18, 2020, 8:17 am UTC
im sorry, i think its on my part why we fell off. I think of u nonstop, and wish I could learn everything there is to know about u. i hope everyday for another chance, since I was blind the first time. sweet dreams, allen.
From: ABC
To: allen
Date: November 12, 2020, 4:36 am UTC
i'm sorry i ghosted you, you didn't deserve that. i just knew if we stayed friends it would be bad, i would just be there to fill your emotional validation until you found someone else. i blocked you when i found out about you and her. it hurt me for awhile, but i've been doing really well recently. that's why i can't unblock you, i can't go back and get hurt again. you were in my dream last night and once last week, it led me to write this. i'm sorry you never got closure from me but you aren't good for me. i finally feel separate from you, it's weird. before the summer, i always thought about you and what you were doing and if you were okay, but now, i don't think about you as often. i have my own life, my own goals, my own people. it's better this way, i wish it could have worked out but it wasn't meant to be. i'm sure in an alternate universe, it did workout, i'm sure we're happy in that world, and it would be selfish of me to get to have you twice. maybe in another lifetime we'll meet in a coffee shop in a far away city. i don't know if we will ever talk again, i'm sure we will, but if we don't get to say everything; i wish you and your family the best, please continue to work hard and be ambitious.
From: ABC
To: allen
Date: November 5, 2020, 8:13 am UTC
hey lol, crazy how we always thought we'd end up married with a family after high school. thank you for the memories, 4ever wishing you the best,
From: ABC
To: allen
Date: October 24, 2020, 9:45 pm UTC
did you reply back to the messages I wrote to you on here? was it your message that i read under my name? if it was, reply back to me with this same color and idk leave a "42" somewhere in the message so i know it's you.
From: ABC
To: allen
Date: October 14, 2020, 3:12 pm UTC
you act like nothing happened. like it was nothing. i dont know how you feel. i need to know. i have other people in my life waiting, but im waiting on you. your the lucky one im putting everyone on hold just for you and i still dont know how you feel. in person i love you. your so amazing. but over text you act like you dont even know me. we went from doing everything so amazing in a relationship to the next day you checking out girl while i was next to you. what is it what are you feeling i need to know. please.
From: ABC
To: allen
Date: October 3, 2020, 7:45 pm UTC
i like you alot but since i respect us as friends i cant tell you. i wish i could tell you but youre oblivious
From: ABC
To: allen
Date: October 1, 2020, 1:35 am UTC
You’re a one of a kind person I have never met someone like you and I hope you get your happy ending even if it’s not me. You deserve to be happy that’s all I ever wanted for you
