hey kid. the band misses you and i wish i could’ve done something to help you. you were too young. i wish i hadn’t yelled at you or broken us up bc you made a mistake. i should’ve gotten you help. cody grew his hair out like you told him too, liam and tito cut theirs tho, igor is same old igor but he’s gotten skinner, i cut my hair and its orange now. i wish i could’ve held you for one last time...when they dressed you up for your funeral you looked so stupid, they slicked your hair back and shit, you didnt look like yourself. they buried you with the skateboard i bought you for your birthday. your mom and sister are doing well, your dad got a job and so did your mom, your sister just stays at home, sometimes when i visit she’s in your room. i miss you kid, i hope your okay, rest easy.

I truely believed you actually like me Monty. I hope you know just how much you hurt me because your the reason I can’t trust other people now. I wanted you back so so badly when you broke my heart and did for a long time. Don’t worry about it now though you are absolutely dead to me. Treat phoebe like a queen, none of her friends like you because your a dipshit and we will kill you if you hurt her the way you hurted me

you are the love of all my lifetimes. every day w/ you is heavenly. you are truly a blessing. i love you.

you are the love of all my lifetimes & every day i have spent w/ you has been heavenly. i love you forever.

i dont know what to say to you. you broke me. you are the reasons i have scars on my wrist and i hope that one day u will realise that. i am regretting forgiving u and myself for what u had done. but yet u seem to make me smile when im not supposed to. thanks.

you were my bestfriend. you left. i miss you so fucking much. everything sucks without you. i love u. please come back please

You liked me for a day and we talked all day and you called me your lovebug. After that day, I had no idea that my love for you was going to be thrown away. I still imagine the amazing things we could've done like we planned. I'm not good enough for you, not for anyone. I've given up on love...

ok don’t get it twisted i didn’t even like him i just wanted to get this off my chest. for a boy who is like clinically ugly you’re so arrogant ? lots of love!!!!

because of you I don't allow myself to even try be happy with someone else because im so convinced that were meant to be together..

Why’d you even ask me if you like me?

pinky promise

I love to have you in my dreams

Really?

i really do hope you’re doing well, but you strung me along for too long. i’m done, best of luck <3

i miss you tee. i know it’s been almost two years but i still love you dearly.

I never thought I'd enjoy the intimacy that we share, but I crave it every second im awake <3

you make me feel safe in a way I never have before, thank you, i love you!

I hope you realise how beautiful you are inside and out one day

I love you more than anything baby. The thought of loosing you kills me. You’re perfect ml.

i wish i could be in your arms forever

I wait for you

I wish i saw more of you

I really wish you would just give me a chance to show you how much love I can give to you.

I'm sorry I couldn't love you. I'm sorry that I didn't think about you until I knew you were gone

i love u so much i never wanna lose u

i ruined us. i’m sorry

I do not feel like you care about me and i’m just so confused

I have loved you for 5 years and soon i will never be able to tell you that in person.

my darling boy and sweetest companion, i miss you more than words can say.

youre the sweetest boy ive met and i want to stay with you forever

u might not be a part of my life anymore but you will always be a part of my heart

the saddest part is that i just want my best friend back

You were truly my best friend at one point. Idk what happened but I hope we both find peace

I love you with every fraction of my being, I could never not love you.

u hurt me over and over again yet i can’t seem to find it in me to hate u

There’s so much I want to say but you moved on.. I guess I’m supposed to do the same. Imu

what am i doing? idk if i can do this again

i just unblocked u on messages but i’m stuck here wondering u even care to text me imy

Your number is still unblocked. I hold on to hope youll call someday, but truly maybe you shouldnt.

i know you don’t feel the same way anymore but i still get butterflies when i talk to you.

i know you’ll never like me back but i hope you know how amazingly wonderful you are

I hope you’re happy.
Sometimes I miss how things used to be.
Sometimes I don’t at all.

i still want you, even if you’re not good for me. let’s have one last summer before you leave

Sorry for not replying

You hurt me