Unsent messages to ALICIA
From: ABC
To: alicia
Date: August 22, 2023, 11:09 pm UTC
i love you, what are you searching for?
From: ABC
To: alicia
Date: August 7, 2023, 2:17 am UTC
I can't play "uncharted" without you...
From: ABC
To: alicia
Date: August 6, 2023, 10:22 am UTC
In another universe you chose me& our baby is in a bear suit.
From: ABC
To: alicia
Date: July 31, 2023, 2:29 pm UTC
i love you more than anyone ever could, come back
From: ABC
To: alicia
Date: July 28, 2023, 12:38 am UTC
i wonder if you ever wrote something for me here
From: ABC
To: alicia
Date: July 23, 2023, 9:19 pm UTC
I want to talk to you to close a circle
From: ABC
To: alicia
Date: July 23, 2023, 6:11 pm UTC
I think of you all day everyday, I miss us
From: ABC
To: alicia
Date: July 19, 2023, 7:59 pm UTC
you’re my best friend but i’m not yours. i hate u for that
From: ABC
To: alicia
Date: July 13, 2023, 9:10 pm UTC
I really love you, but that’s the point bye
From: ABC
To: alicia
Date: January 19, 2021, 4:23 am UTC
sometimes i lie awake at night wishing we’d figured shit out before graduation and wondering what it would feel like to kiss you
From: ABC
To: alicia
Date: January 12, 2021, 5:22 pm UTC
I wish thoughts of us would stop plaguing my mind. You hurt me and I can’t even let you go. Please go.
From: ABC
To: alicia
Date: January 3, 2021, 7:36 pm UTC
hey lol your beautiful i wish I could ask how your day was,what you did today, if you ate but that's not my place anymore take care
From: ABC
To: alicia
Date: January 1, 2021, 6:34 pm UTC
thank you for being my bestfriend. thank you for loving me when i couldnt. thank you for never leaving my side. i love you.
From: ABC
To: alicia
Date: January 1, 2021, 6:53 am UTC
I don’t think you realize you how much you actually mean to me. If I ever saw your face again I would cry. I want to hang out with you again.
From: ABC
To: alicia
Date: December 29, 2020, 1:04 am UTC
Alicia i really want you to know that you are perfect and i love every single damn thing about you. you make me the happiest i have ever been and i love how you can make me smile at slightest things, you can make me laugh just by texting me and if im being completely honest a notification from you brightens up my day. i love that you're in my life and i wouldn't trade you for the world. you are my whole entire universe. I love you with every inch of my heart
From: ABC
To: alicia
Date: December 23, 2020, 10:08 pm UTC
i'm still so in love with you, you are my everything and there is nothing you can do that isnt amazing in my eyes because you are perfect to me
From: ABC
To: alicia
Date: December 23, 2020, 12:02 am UTC
i don't call you alicia but im still going to use your first name. I know im the one leaving, but we still have six months and it feels like you have already left me.
From: ABC
To: alicia
Date: December 14, 2020, 11:00 pm UTC
my only regret is giving you too much.
you don't know how much i gave for things to work out in our friendship
From: ABC
To: alicia
Date: December 8, 2020, 8:33 am UTC
Idk if you noticed my change; slowly as we became distant my feelings grew stronger and stronger. I doubt Ull ever talk to me again. I miss u
From: ABC
To: alicia
Date: December 7, 2020, 12:28 am UTC
Hola...
Ya pasaron 2 años desde que te fuiste, antes que nada quiero disculparme, disculparme por todo lo que te hice, toda la presion, nerviosismo, pena que te hice pasar ese año, entiende que fuiste mi primer amor y que nunca supe como comportarme siempre que te veia ya que me ponia muy nervioso, lastimosamente nunca supe y nunca sabre si podriamos haber llegado a algo, pero lo mas probable es que no.
El tiempo ha pasado y aun sigo pensando en ti, ya no diariamente pero de vez en cuando, cada vez que voy al colegio, cada que veo a alguien en internet siendo feliz con su ser amado me imagino a nosotros ya en un futuro lejano teniendo una familia y me ponco melancolico jajajaja.
Finalmente queria agradecerte, agradecerte por todo lo que hiciste en mi vida, me hiciste ver el mundo de muchas maneras diferentes, me hiciste vivir experienceias unicas en ese año las cuales nunca olvidare, me hiciste ser una mejor persona despues de tu partida y aunque tu probablemente no me recuerdes yo si te recordare por siempre.
From: ABC
To: alicia
Date: December 3, 2020, 11:49 pm UTC
Baking christmas cookies with you and your mother made me feel like i have a family for the first time on over 15 years and i can't express into words how much that meant
From: ABC
To: alicia
Date: December 1, 2020, 10:14 pm UTC
We never dated, I never even fell in love with you, but we're friends now and the idea of you sleeping beside someone else makes my blood boil. You are not mine, and I don't want you to be mine, but I don't want to share you.
From: ABC
To: alicia
Date: November 19, 2020, 10:24 pm UTC
You look like a beauty pageant queen. You were always the smartest in the room. Your happiness was infectious. You moved to LA, and it seems everywhere but home. I think of you often. Do you think of me? I remember your smile. You’re a dream. I'm not the best at words. But I love you. I miss you. I hope you're well.
From: ABC
To: alicia
Date: November 1, 2020, 7:57 pm UTC
i’m so unbelievably sorry for how i ended it. maybe, things would’ve been a little different if we had been older, and more mature. maybe, if we met at a different time, we could have been something for a lifetime. i apologize for ruining it. i was an ass a lot of times and we were both not in the best surroundings.
i hope you’re able to love yourself now and getting the help you need. i’m currently in therapy & also got medication.
again, i’m truly sorry.
maybe we’re seeing each other in a different life. if not, that’s also okay.
i loved you, sincerely.
v
From: ABC
To: alicia
Date: October 26, 2020, 4:37 pm UTC
I can't tell you how I feel. I've convinced myself I shouldn't, that I'm not worthy. But I'm dying inside and I just want to be who I'm supposed to be and say I Love you!
From: ABC
To: alicia
Date: October 9, 2020, 4:35 pm UTC
you regret so many things ik but please just do it. who cares if everyone ends up hating you because in the end we’re all just flying on a rock in space.
From: ABC
To: alicia
Date: October 1, 2020, 8:26 am UTC
you were such an awful friend, cutting you off was the best thing i ever did for myself. still wish you the best tho because i can see how you'e matured as a person very well:) love u from a distance
From: ABC
To: alicia
Date: September 12, 2020, 8:13 am UTC
you really did break me. i can’t tell my feelings to anyone. every night i’m sat on childline waiting to be able to talk about how i feel. i hate you but i love you. i miss you. come back.
From: ABC
To: alicia
Date: September 9, 2020, 2:35 am UTC
i really hope we come out of this dark pit we’ve dug ourselves into. i believe in you, you gotta believe in me too.
