Unsent messages to ALICIA
From: ABC
To: alicia
You look like a beauty pageant queen. You were always the smartest in the room. Your happiness was infectious. You moved to LA, and it seems everywhere but home. I think of you often. Do you think of me? I remember your smile. You’re a dream. I'm not the best at words. But I love you. I miss you. I hope you're well.
From: ABC
To: alicia
I wish thoughts of us would stop plaguing my mind. You hurt me and I can’t even let you go. Please go.
From: ABC
To: alicia
you really did break me. i can’t tell my feelings to anyone. every night i’m sat on childline waiting to be able to talk about how i feel. i hate you but i love you. i miss you. come back.
From: ABC
To: alicia
Hola...
Ya pasaron 2 años desde que te fuiste, antes que nada quiero disculparme, disculparme por todo lo que te hice, toda la presion, nerviosismo, pena que te hice pasar ese año, entiende que fuiste mi primer amor y que nunca supe como comportarme siempre que te veia ya que me ponia muy nervioso, lastimosamente nunca supe y nunca sabre si podriamos haber llegado a algo, pero lo mas probable es que no.
El tiempo ha pasado y aun sigo pensando en ti, ya no diariamente pero de vez en cuando, cada vez que voy al colegio, cada que veo a alguien en internet siendo feliz con su ser amado me imagino a nosotros ya en un futuro lejano teniendo una familia y me ponco melancolico jajajaja.
Finalmente queria agradecerte, agradecerte por todo lo que hiciste en mi vida, me hiciste ver el mundo de muchas maneras diferentes, me hiciste vivir experienceias unicas en ese año las cuales nunca olvidare, me hiciste ser una mejor persona despues de tu partida y aunque tu probablemente no me recuerdes yo si te recordare por siempre.
From: ABC
To: alicia
you regret so many things ik but please just do it. who cares if everyone ends up hating you because in the end we’re all just flying on a rock in space.
From: ABC
To: alicia
Alicia i really want you to know that you are perfect and i love every single damn thing about you. you make me the happiest i have ever been and i love how you can make me smile at slightest things, you can make me laugh just by texting me and if im being completely honest a notification from you brightens up my day. i love that you're in my life and i wouldn't trade you for the world. you are my whole entire universe. I love you with every inch of my heart
From: ABC
To: alicia
Idk if you noticed my change; slowly as we became distant my feelings grew stronger and stronger. I doubt Ull ever talk to me again. I miss u
From: ABC
To: alicia
you were such an awful friend, cutting you off was the best thing i ever did for myself. still wish you the best tho because i can see how you'e matured as a person very well:) love u from a distance
From: ABC
To: alicia
I can't tell you how I feel. I've convinced myself I shouldn't, that I'm not worthy. But I'm dying inside and I just want to be who I'm supposed to be and say I Love you!
From: ABC
To: alicia
We never dated, I never even fell in love with you, but we're friends now and the idea of you sleeping beside someone else makes my blood boil. You are not mine, and I don't want you to be mine, but I don't want to share you.
From: ABC
To: alicia
i’m so unbelievably sorry for how i ended it. maybe, things would’ve been a little different if we had been older, and more mature. maybe, if we met at a different time, we could have been something for a lifetime. i apologize for ruining it. i was an ass a lot of times and we were both not in the best surroundings.
i hope you’re able to love yourself now and getting the help you need. i’m currently in therapy & also got medication.
again, i’m truly sorry.
maybe we’re seeing each other in a different life. if not, that’s also okay.
i loved you, sincerely.
v
From: ABC
To: alicia
i don't call you alicia but im still going to use your first name. I know im the one leaving, but we still have six months and it feels like you have already left me.
From: ABC
To: alicia
sometimes i lie awake at night wishing we’d figured shit out before graduation and wondering what it would feel like to kiss you
From: ABC
To: alicia
i'm still so in love with you, you are my everything and there is nothing you can do that isnt amazing in my eyes because you are perfect to me
From: ABC
To: alicia
hey lol your beautiful i wish I could ask how your day was,what you did today, if you ate but that's not my place anymore take care
From: ABC
To: alicia
Someday the circumstances might turn out in our favor. Till then, don't forget me...
From: ABC
To: alicia
i still wait for you but its hit me now that im just a passing thought and nothing more
From: ABC
To: alicia
My number one girl always, I'm so happy that you've been in my life for so long
From: ABC
To: alicia
You are the first girl I have every loved this much. You make every day better just by being in it<3
From: ABC
To: alicia
It’s been a few months since we broke up. I still dream about you.
From: ABC
To: alicia
It wasn't love, and it never would have worked even if the circumstances were different. :)
From: ABC
To: alicia
You were everything. No other girl compares therefore I don’t think I’ll ever move on.
From: ABC
To: alicia
We don't talk much anymore but I will always cherish are moments together.
From: ABC
To: alicia
I’m so sorry. I love you so much and I’m not a good friend to you. I want you to be happy.
From: ABC
To: alicia
if i was more handsome... would you love me?
i wish we could be together and be happily married :(
From: ABC
To: alicia
I have a huge crush on you! I was afraid to say it bc of other people! I hope you’re doing well!
From: ABC
To: alicia
Did you get back with her? I know you guys have been going out... I love you still.
From: ABC
To: alicia
i know things are complicated right now, but i’m waiting for you and all i want is to be with you
From: ABC
To: alicia
I tried calling you from the hospital. When you answered, I was too shy to say anything.
From: ABC
To: alicia
I think about you every day and I wish I could see you one more time.
