I fucking hate you you stupid ass fucking bitch
you're so fucking ignorant and entitled
stop fucking with my life

loved you since elementary, we’re seniors in high school now, you left to SD, i still think about you

i love you. more than anything in this world. please give me one more chance to show you I can be everything you want me to be. I miss you. I wish we could work things out. I wish we could work on ourselfs while being together. you are my soulmate. and I wish you would tell me you love me too. I wish you would tell me your feelings tawards me. I know you dint hate me. nut do you still love me. do you miss me. I cant wait for the day you come back to me. I love you. so much my love. my whole world. my everything

you did it again. you broke me, i know that it was you that said stuff about me. don’t get me wrong i love you but sometimes i really just wish we never met, don’t you ever make a comment on my body again, it’s hard to love you when you’re like that, but i love you.

I had to cut you off because you were toxic for me. Everything you told me was a lie, and you changed the way I see myself and everything around me. I trusted you, and you knew that and you used my trust to hurt me. I didn't deserve that.

to any other Alexis reading this, if things have been difficult for you lately as well, I’m sorry. Things won’t always be this hard. ❤️

I don't think I'm "in love with you" but you've made me feel more than any of these stupid boys.. I just want you..

I dont know why you keep doing this to me. Like i literally love you and yeah you keep acting like that. It makes me sad yk :(

Sometimes i like to remind myself of all the good conversations we had now that you’re not a part of my life anymore

i miss u. i still think ab you. i still don’t understand why what happened between us happened. we were both so in love so quick & it was so good. so fuckin good. i don’t understand how u can tell someone & say the things you said to me then have that happen honestly. makes me wonder if u genuinely loved me or loved the attention i gave u lol. it’s okay tho i should’ve expected it. it’s the norm for ppl now honestly

you was the best but you choose my best friend and it's ok.I'm never gonna be upset abt you.You got my heart. love

I gave up on you. I tried, I really did, I told you. You never tried. You stopped talking to me, showing interest. When I was hurting, and you knew, that's the worst part, you knew, you didn't say anything. When I started acting different, you didn't ask me how I was. That broke me. You had more than three strikes. But the three strikes over the past month killed me. You really hurt me. You were my best friend. Thank you for those days, truly, for those days of happiness, laughter, and light. I won't tell anyone your secrets and I hope you won't tell mine. But ouch. You really hurt me and you don't care.

You’re the first girl I really loved and you’ve helped me become who I am. Although we never got together, you changed me for the better. Thank you

i miss you but i know u don’t miss me at all. i hate you for how bad u hurt me but being friends hurts even more .

you’re were the first guy that made me feel happy in while. your words amazed me each complement. i caught feelings for you but too afraid to tell. my fav sk8ter boy. ?

You broke my heart more than anyone, but you wouldn't know cause I still haven't confessed the immense love I had for you for two years.

I still think about you, and I wonder why you let go of me. Then I wish you will come back...but you only come back to haunt my dreams.

Perdón por no poner de mi parte desde el inicio, me hiciste muy feliz y aunque esto no funciono, te quiero y quiero lo mejor para ti

to the countless times you disrespected me and my relationship, the fact that you thought you had a chance is something we laugh about often. philip says hi

I will never forgive you for leading me to think my boyfriend died, all because you couldn’t contain yourself. you knew him for 3 weeks and made it all about your devastation, because he was some hot delivery driver you wanted to fuck. I could've lost my everything that night and I still cry when I think about it in passing. you were desperate to live out your melodrama fantasies, on the worst night of my life. you are the grime in the pits of hell

I miss you, I miss you a lot, I miss how happy you made me with your messages, especially on calls. You don't know how happy I fell asleep after talking to you, it was like having you by my side and I felt too safe with you, I know that nothing will be the same again, I still love you, but I know that we can no longer continue with this :(. I love your way of thinking and seeing things so much, you are so much for me, and I love that, believe me you were the best of this year and of your quarantine.

you hurt me when i needed you the most. you knew how much i was struggling after losing my little sister, yet you picked them over me. what did i do to make you hate me? when i tried killing myself and was stuck in the hospital, you didnt check on me.

La verdad haces cosas que me confunden, no se si me quieres como queeee. Nos llevamos 5 años y creo q eres muy inmaduro. Dime sientes por mi yaaa. Me gustas, pero necesitamos hablar.

a year later and your still one of the first things that pop up in my mind, crazy huh. i wish i had to nerve to admit how i felt rn but i know it ain’t the same no more. i know we’ve both changed but i really wouldn’t mind relearning who you are at all, i think it would be nice and i miss your pretty smile - m (but not the m you wish it was sorry)

I love you, I never stopped loving you. I wish I could go back and change what happened. You deserve better.

Alexis, I love you. And when I go please don’t be sad. Ik ur always there for me but I’m losing myself and I’m not sure how long I can hold on. But I stayed longer because of you, your my best friend and the only reason I’m still here

Tal vez no fui lo mejor para ti, ni lo soy ahora pero siempre te consideraré y querré aunque ya nada sea como antes.

What made you fall outta love with me? Why are you so hard for me to get over. I hate you with all my guts, but u were my first love. I still have so much love for you.every Tyler song reminds me of you and every single thing does I hate the day June2nd it reminds me of you. I am moving on finally but closure would be nice

Hola cómo te encuentras?espero que bien, bueno en realidad te extraño mucho la vdd quisiera que nos llevaramos bien así como antes quiero volver a ser tu mejor amiga te quiero mucho que estes bien)):

Lost for words with you. I love you with all of my heart, but it isn't the same thing for you. We truly had one of the best bonds and friendships on earth, but we drifted apart so quick and so hard. I wish you the best and I hope you are really happy now

We haven’t talked in about a year.. you moved on.. I hope ur happy, it warms my heart seeing you happy... sometimes I wonder if you think about me.. I still love you, we both know we weren’t meant to be. I hope she makes you happy bug. I hope you don’t see this

We haven’t talked in about a year.. you moved on.. I hope ur happy, it warms my heart seeing you happy... sometimes I wonder if you think about me.. I still love you, we both know we weren’t meant to be. I hope she makes you happy bug. I hope you don’t see this

yeah i never told you but i totally had a crush on you last year and even a bit into this year. why did we stop talking? did i do something wrong? or are we just too afraid to press send?

i miss you more than you know, i tell myself everyday that i’m over you and you were the right person just the wrong time. but you’ll always be the person who taught me what it was to feel such a genuine love for someone.

You came into my life many years ago and you’ve made everyday the best. I love you. So much. You bring me so much joy.

i kinda don’t wanna talk to you anymore. everything you do kinda bugs me. just the way you act, to the way you talk and just everything. you make me feel kinda uncomfortable and idek. it’s like we have fun when we are together but other times i just don’t like talking to you. idk it’s weird but it’s okay i guess

It's funny. I didn't think this would happen. It's all very one-sided, I know. So go be happy with her. I'll be fine.

why did i have to be the second choice.i treated you the best i could but you still chose her over me.am i not good enough?

i’m sorry for pushing you away. i really do love you and i’m sorry i’m not good at showing it. thanks for today. i had lots of fun

I wish you could leave the man you are with. He may be giving you your physical needs, but he is unworthy of your love. I hope you will find your potential partners someday.

You are either the best friend I’ve ever had or the love of my life and I can’t seem to decide because either way I never want to lose you

De verdad pensé que te gustaba o interesaba pero ya me di cuenta que solo estabas aburrido y por eso me hablabas asi

we tiptoed around our feelings because we were too scared to risk our friendship... i wish we would've known that a year and a half later we'd be complete strangers.

Can’t tell you how many times I’ve had to re type maybe I’ll send more than one idk. Hi best friend, I hope you’re doing okay since you’ve been acting dry and haven’t been double texting me like you used to but I’m going to assume it’s because you’ve found someone else to talk to on the daily. I wanna be honest with you and share my thoughts because I can’t hold them in any longer. Truth is I love you and I will always love you. You will always hold a special place in my heart and I will never leave your life again unless you wish for me to do so. I never wished anything bad upon you when we split last year and I still don’t wish anything bad upon you because you don’t do that to the people you love. I know i messed up. I know i became someone else entirely by the time we split and it was all ego and I’m sorry I didn’t put my love first before my ego.

As of right now, I still feel something for you because I care about you so much. It may be hurting my feelings that you don’t want me but I won’t leave your life again, I just have to move on and accept what you want because you deserve the world and my needs are irrelevant to your needs. I always wondered why you gave up so easily but still fought to keep your relationship with your ex after he cheated and idk I guess it’s bc you had more of an intimate relationship with him than you and I ever did. You said you would meet my parents again on iMessage and I sort of knew what u meant by that but I pretend to act dumb (I wish you were straight forward) but now idk what’s on your mind but it’s definitely not getting back with me and that’s okay. I just needed to let this all out because I’m tired of holding it in. I’m tired of pretending to not love you when I still do but I only do it because I want to see if you want me but you either send mixed signals or it’s all in my head because I’m manifesting it subconsciously.

i still love you.so much that if you were to come back i would let you.
but i have to love myself a bit more than that. i guess this is goodbye.

179 days since the day we met. tommorrow marks half a year. six months. i know i dont have my phone rn but you probably still have me blocked anyways. i really loved you. i think. i read a study that says it takes 180 days to fall in love. i guess ill know tommorrow. idk. the bracelet i got in hampton was a wish bracelet. you know the ones that fall off when your wish comes true. i wished for us to meet. i don't think my bracelets ever gonna fall off. i think i might cut it off when i go back to tillys. i think i need to let go.

I have finally accepted that the love I have for you will never leave, but the someone else's love will overweigh it. Be safe luv

Everybody left because of you. And for a while I was fine with that because I had you. But when you left, you left me with nothing left.

Even though you broke my heart by getting my hopes up , i still love you.
I hope she makes you truly happy.