I could be a greater version of myself. Im slacking, i hate that i dont put myself forward enough and realize that wow alessia, your turning into someone i dont recognize and i do not like it. i dont like it one bit. but im standing here waiting for the chance to have him back when he doesnt want me. he doesnt care anymore and its breaking me. im losing myself over someone who doesnt give a shit about me. i wish i could see how much pain that hes causing me. but i dont want to. i dont want to see that side. i hate how i look. trust me, i would trade my body in a instint. i wouldnt care what the damages would be. i hate this. i dont want to look like this or feel like this. i want to be my dads little girl again. i want to go back where life didnt make us view the awful things about ourselves/life. it sucks. i want to go back. tell myself its not worth it. tell myself to not give up when no one else did. ava you watched me lose myself and stood there. didnt give a fuck. i dont expect anyone at all to help me but you put me through it. tallen, fuck you. fuck you, for making me think that we mightve had the slightest chance, for a minute i thought you loved me. just for a minute. lili,i love you. you will always be the joy of my life. you bring me nothing but laughter. keep doing you b, your amazing.
alessia you are the most to blame. you let yourself dig a hole you couldnt get yourself out of. you got yourself here and its your fault. its you. you fucked up. big time. now i am facing the consequences. fuck you. for making yourself feel like shit. for looking at yourself in the mirror and falling to the ground, crying because you hate yourself. its your fault you look like this. its always been your fault. why bother. everyday is the same. why. why do you do this to yourself. it doesnt make any sense. maybe things will change. please do better. im begging you.- Alessia. JANUARY, 12,2021. ily.

j’étais entrain de faire mes devoirs promis. merci de me supporter dans tt les moments difficiles i cant stress this enough mais je suis tellement contente qu’on soient meilleures amies. merci 199192 fois d’être la personne que tu es. ps: tes talents de chants sont archi appréciés de ma famille

i told you to look this site up for the hope that you might read this. im so proud of you. im glad you that youve taken the steps. i miss you. im glad you are growing into a new version of yourself. i know she misses you too but you cant go back. i know its hard but believe me its not worth it. keep going. its not over yet. we still have to live up to our plan of leaving this place. you're gonna change the world. ily.

fuck you. i love you. but your a hoe. your so pretty. but your a slag. your nice. you have a stinking personality. i loved you. i hâte you.

I just want to say how much I love him but I am to scared to tell him cuz I think everyone will hate me.

I know I was the one to break up this relationship but I still think of you constantly. I dream of you every night. You ruined my ability to trust people and I still manage to miss you. Please set me free

I know I'm a mess, yet you make me feel beautiful and understood.
I love you.

Come back, I miss you.

I still hate you for what you did to me. I Will never forgive you

I know I don’t act like it but I miss you. Although don’t worry, soon enough I won’t anymore.

i think i have feelings for you

i love your laugh

Ever since I'm away from u, I'm happier than ever.

you were my other half. I never realised how hard it would be to live without you. I miss you

i love you and i’m sorry i let you down.

i will forever love you,tho we re pretty distant.

i wish you'd let me in instead of pushing me away... i just want to know you :(

did and do love you I never could hate you, I just hope you’re ok you need to heal and grow as do I.

If that message was sent for me, then why don't you just find a way to reach out?

My Frog ????
You are 1 of my closest friends i luv you for that. Youve neva done me wrong like aurora

i miss talking to u about anything. i haven’t spoken to anybody abt stuff since you. idk what to do

Youre such a gem. You pop up in my mind and i miss you. Meeting you was the best and worst thing.

I will forever love you alessia i promise, I will always remember those 4 months we spent together.

i wish i could of been with you

i’m sorry.

icl bro i kinda miss us talking LMAO (im going crazy)

we will meet again, this just wasn’t the right time

Please come back to me.

I thought you cared about me, why were you like that?

I hope you see this,I’m sorry I ruined everything. I never stopped loving you and I miss you.

I wish u were scared to lose me..
I think u loved me. u just didn’t LIKE me

i love you, theres things u dont know abt me but it wont stop me from loving you

Can't say if u were real or not

you’ll never understand how i hate myself for what i did,less, i don’t think you’ll ever know imy????

everything you did still haunts me. i just want you to want me and only me. please say you changed

i don't know if you will ever see this, but I love you. it hurts that you don't know

Even if you make bad choices, I will always be by your side.