i told you to look this site up for the hope that you might read this. im so proud of you. im glad you that youve taken the steps. i miss you. im glad you are growing into a new version of yourself. i know she misses you too but you cant go back. i know its hard but believe me its not worth it. keep going. its not over yet. we still have to live up to our plan of leaving this place. you're gonna change the world. ily.