Unsent messages to ABBY
From: ABC
To: abby
Date: August 3, 2023, 4:02 am UTC
I’ll give you the entire world and more if you let me.
From: ABC
To: abby
Date: July 31, 2023, 3:39 pm UTC
i can't stop loving you, and i'm sorry for that
From: ABC
To: abby
Date: July 23, 2023, 9:38 pm UTC
I can't wait until the day I forget you.
From: ABC
To: abby
Date: July 23, 2023, 8:26 pm UTC
I wish I would've fought harder for you to stay.
From: ABC
To: abby
Date: July 18, 2023, 10:13 pm UTC
i wish you could see yourself through my eyes
From: ABC
To: abby
Date: July 16, 2023, 2:25 am UTC
i think part of me is always going to love you. no matter what
From: ABC
To: abby
Date: July 15, 2023, 10:20 pm UTC
i wish i could have been what you needed
From: ABC
To: abby
Date: July 15, 2023, 9:09 pm UTC
i almost wish we were meant to be more, i love you either way.
From: ABC
To: abby
Date: July 14, 2023, 9:57 pm UTC
I wish I said I love you that night, I wanted to so bad.
From: ABC
To: abby
Date: July 13, 2023, 8:48 pm UTC
I hate how much you hurt me, but I still really love you.
From: ABC
To: abby
Date: July 11, 2023, 8:41 pm UTC
When I first saw you I was immediately enamored.
From: ABC
To: abby
Date: January 15, 2021, 8:54 pm UTC
i fell in love with you when u loved someone else, it hurt so bad but thats the past. take a guess why i picked the colour blue
From: ABC
To: abby
Date: January 14, 2021, 7:34 pm UTC
your like my sister but I never thought it would end like this. and I fucked it up because of my actions and I will never forgive myself
From: ABC
To: abby
Date: January 14, 2021, 8:16 am UTC
here i am once again looking for answers. i'll never tell you how i feel, at least not until i know you feel the same. i couldn't do that to us. i'll admire you forever, regardless.
From: ABC
To: abby
Date: January 14, 2021, 6:06 am UTC
I love you so much, I wish I had the courage to tell you, but I don't want to ruin our friendship. But it hurts seeing you with someone who's just going to use you.
From: ABC
To: abby
Date: January 13, 2021, 12:20 am UTC
you were my first girl crush, and thank you for that year. ik you'd never be interested but ty for being there anyways :)
From: ABC
To: abby
Date: January 11, 2021, 11:04 pm UTC
you and her are always together you act like she’s annoying but then ft her for everything and stopped talking to me ever i miss it but i don’t think you do bmbf
From: ABC
To: abby
Date: January 11, 2021, 2:10 am UTC
fuck you. you broke me and claim you did nothing wrong. i still have nightmares about what you did to me. i hope you rot
From: ABC
To: abby
Date: January 9, 2021, 7:09 am UTC
im so glad to have you in my life and im so sorry for everything you have gone through, i love you to piecees
From: ABC
To: abby
Date: January 8, 2021, 4:30 am UTC
i love you, i always have and i always will. im terrified that i wont ever be able to stop and i hate you for that
From: ABC
To: abby
Date: January 7, 2021, 7:29 pm UTC
remember the night we went stargazing together? I'll never forget it. you looked so beautiful that night.
From: ABC
To: abby
Date: January 7, 2021, 10:21 am UTC
hey love. i’m so proud of you for being so strong. look at you. ALL HAIL ABBY am i right?! i know i don’t say it a lot, but i do love you. you’re the best friend i could ask for in this shitty ass town. and i’m so glad i kicked a volleyball at you. :)
From: ABC
To: abby
Date: January 6, 2021, 11:17 pm UTC
it's all so funny to me, that you continue to do this and then always bring it back to that one person as if it wasn't you who has done it 4
+ times, it's okay though, anything that has ever between us has now been halted, i wish to never speak to you again, thank you and goodbye.
From: ABC
To: abby
Date: January 6, 2021, 9:00 pm UTC
hi abby! imy and i wish we were together rn. i know it says first love but i’m putting you down as my first bsf. god, could you imagine what’d happened if you hadn’t approached me? i know i don’t say it a lot but i miss you and i love you. through the dark and through the light. i love you so much and life would be so difficult without you.
From: ABC
To: abby
Date: January 5, 2021, 10:25 am UTC
i miss you and i’m so sorry for what i did to u a couple months ago i still feel terrible for what i did and i literally love you so much ur the only friend i really have left ❤️
From: ABC
To: abby
Date: January 4, 2021, 9:58 pm UTC
i opened up to u in my darkest time when i was REALLY struggling and you brushed it off and moved on. it took me a lot of strength to open up to u and u listened but as soon as i was done u left it in the dust. it broke me. that’s when i realised i can no longer come to u for help even when i really need it. thanks.
From: ABC
To: abby
Date: January 4, 2021, 4:23 am UTC
I don’t know how I lost you and I don’t know what I did to get you back we lost contact not to long before my birthday and that shit hurt like a mother fucker but now your back and I’m still in love with you. My girl doesn’t make me happy anymore. She keeps fucking up. You never fucked up. You was all for me. She’s all for the streets and now I don’t know how to tell her
From: ABC
To: abby
Date: January 4, 2021, 12:02 am UTC
i’m sorry i ruined us and i’m even more sorry you can’t see i’ve changed after all these years. we were kids then
From: ABC
To: abby
Date: January 3, 2021, 11:44 am UTC
i’ll never forget what i read in your journal. i’ll never forget how you planned on leaving me before we were even a thought. i’ll also never forget how i ignored it and let you lead me on anyway, and then acted surprised when you left.
From: ABC
To: abby
Date: January 3, 2021, 9:40 am UTC
i think about you everyday and i will always love you. you were both my first love and gay awakening. i’ll never be able to let go of you. ever. -?
From: ABC
To: abby
Date: January 3, 2021, 3:54 am UTC
you were my best friend. how were you able to ignore me so easily. why do you treat me like i didn't support you through everything?
From: ABC
To: abby
Date: January 3, 2021, 3:14 am UTC
fuck you for making me feel like i was nothing. i waited for you to be okay for months and then u moved on to someone else.
From: ABC
To: abby
Date: January 1, 2021, 6:30 am UTC
fuck you. i hate you. i honestly cant tell u how much im glad that ur gone. u were so controlling and manipulative. u used me. i trusted u. and the fact that i miss u makes it even worse. the fact that she misses u makes it even worse. i did what i had to to. lied. so that i could get u out of my life for forever.
From: ABC
To: abby
Date: December 31, 2020, 11:28 pm UTC
i don’t know how to tell you but...
my ass is fatter than urs.. sorry to break it to ya like that. -
From: ABC
To: abby
Date: December 31, 2020, 5:40 am UTC
you were my first love. not romantic love but the kind of love that won’t ever leave you or judge you because of someone else. you were the first person to really be friends with me. happy belated birthday.
From: ABC
To: abby
Date: December 24, 2020, 9:33 am UTC
Why did you include yourself in the drama? You had no right and it never affected you until you involved yourself. It shows the type of person you are.
From: ABC
To: abby
Date: December 24, 2020, 5:44 am UTC
you’re my best friend and i’ve never loved anyone as much as i love you, i’m sorry for being so distant recently but you still are and always will be my best friend
From: ABC
To: abby
Date: December 18, 2020, 4:48 am UTC
You don’t reply to me anymore. I always thought of you as a lifelong friend. You knew the pain I was feeling, the weight of my brother trying to commit. Yet, you stopped replying and checking in. That was just kind’ve it for me.
From: ABC
To: abby
Date: December 14, 2020, 1:16 am UTC
I'm an idiot, okay? Some stupid prince charming that doesn't understand love. I'm not your happily ever after, so please stop choosing me. I don't deserve you and I'm scared to love you. You're like this beautiful flower and I am this fire that burns everything I touch. I love nature but I know that together we just... pull out the worst in each other. Me, your untimely fall, and you, my fuel to the flame. I know if I ever had you, I'd hurt you. Please, move on.
From: ABC
To: abby
Date: December 12, 2020, 8:54 pm UTC
i always hoped we would never drift. but i guess that’s life. it genuinely breaks my heart even if you can’t see that. i hope one day we can be close again but if not i’ll still always love you. you are so much braver & stronger than you think. take care
From: ABC
To: abby
Date: December 12, 2020, 6:11 pm UTC
I miss you so much and I hope one day you will come back to me, that's all I want :( I'm sorry I ruined everything between us. I love you :/
From: ABC
To: abby
Date: December 12, 2020, 1:19 am UTC
I'm sorry. I didn't mean for it to happen. I miss us talking all the time, you were my best friend. Even if we were only friends for 2 years, it felt like a lifetime. Who knows, maybe we'll meet again at a coffee shop and talk like old times. I wish you only the best
From: ABC
To: abby
Date: December 11, 2020, 6:30 am UTC
You weren't my first love, but you were my first real friend. I miss you. You were too young. I've been thinking a lot about you and what it could've been like if you were still here. Would we even be friends? I'm getting a tattoo for you.
