Unsent messages to ZION

i felt so special, in my heart i felt warmed and comfort . just for you to destroy me and harass me 8 months later . i’m stuck like this forever , i’ve hated myself for 3 years straight and i still do . i never feel beautiful anymore , you hurt me . i wanted to love you unconditionally and you left me broken full of trust issues . why would you do this to me . you said we’d be together forever i wish i never met you . but i loved you with everything i had in me . i’m sorry i wasn’t good enough for you . i wish you nothing but the best and our past can’t be changed . i’ve always loved you , but you never did .

i will always love you even if you change your mind about me. Lose me as a gf, but gain me as a friend

I know you loved me and still do. I wish I could help more but thank you for supporting me and not giving up on me.