I'm going to give you the truth. You say you're afraid of being abandoned, but then you're the one abandoning people. This is the second time. I don't I understand why, I've spent all this time blaming myself for not being able to keep anyone, I can't. Everyone slowly ends up leaving me, brookie, you. I 'm always getting replaced by other people. It's always happened, nothing new. I thought I would be safe from you but I guess not. Definitely let my guard down. I don't really understand what happened. Am I not enough? I've tried talking to you I really have but 'm not going to try because it definitely seems like you're sick of me. Well thanks anyways if you read this Bea you probably know who it is so hello and have a good day.