Unsent messages to ZANDER

i guess the beauty of this site is that you’ll never know if it’s me and i’ll never know if it’s you. take care of yourself today. remember to eat and don’t push yourself too hard. i would text you but i don’t want to be a bother.

i’m so sorry. just for everything. we weren’t right for each other then but it doesn’t change the fact that i miss what we had. it was so toxic but i just want you back. i miss the feeling of being yours. and i’m sorry about her, i guess i’m just trying to fill the you-shaped hole with another person. but i still love you so fucking much. you own my heart bub. that’ll never change. still thinking about dying my hair red for you.