Unsent messages to ZAIN
From: ABC
To: zain
you liked me you gave me compliments but i didnt like you back and now you have moved on and i cant stop thinking ab u and i hate that ur thinking ab her and i honetsly have no fucking clue what to do
From: ABC
To: zain
Funny story rmbr back in May when you said you had to talk to me over ft i thought that you were moving to Cali Bc your dad passed the bar ? not Bc you wanted to break up with me ?
From: ABC
To: zain
You made me feel special when I didn’t even know it myself...I will always hold a special place in my heart for you
From: ABC
To: zain
I’m sorry it took me so long to realise how much I was in love with you. Deep down, I think I always will be....
From: ABC
To: zain
I am over it now. I never though I would be, but I am. I forgive you. But I hope it was worth losing me.
From: ABC
To: zain
if the truth is real, and a lie is fake, then what were we? at times i find myself thinking about that and reminiscing on all the time we actually did spend together. even though it felt like i had loved you forever, the reality is that my love for you had only lasted a second. the only second i really gave my time and attention to. even though we didn't work out and we're no longer talking, the sound of your voice and the pitch of your laugh is trapped inside of my head. i'm hear but i know i wont go back. tempted to talk to you and even more tempted to delete every track of you that i may have. my sunshine. the life we had planned and the dreams that we had hoped to achieve together. even though i was never able to physically show you my love, i feel as if you were someone that really should've gotten that. or at least i thought so. you ruined my sight on love, you ruined the holidays, but most importantly you ruined me. i no longer look at myself the same, and the worst thing is that i know you knew i was sad. you knew i was sad but you still left. that second of my time was not wasted, i don't regret loving you but if i could've done it better to make you stay, i would in a heartbeat. stay safe and i hope everything works out for you. i hope you and your family all continue to stay safe and i hope everything you have ever wanted works out. i'm stepping back. removing myself. i never wanted to hurt you or put you through a tough time, i know i'm a difficult person and that things aren't easy with me but i wanted you to stay. even though i was very sick, i know that the healthiest part of me loved you. regardless of where i was, what i was feeling, anything at all, i was mesmerized by you. you always told me i never had to worry about you leaving and then when i least expected it, it happened. i don't blame you. i just wished you would've helped. but times change and people grow, maybe this is the door to my growth, maybe you were one of my 'challenges' and this is just that pain after its done and over. new times and new lives. thank you for everything.
From: ABC
To: zain
I know you cheated on me and you tried to gaslight me and make me feel like I was crazy but I realised I never actually liked you but I needed validation.. because I wanted to get over the previous guy I use to see. And I know I can do so much better than you
From: ABC
To: zain
i still think about you a lot because i never told anyone those things. i miss the closeness we shared last summer. that was the best summer of my life but i had a lot of growing up to do. i wish i never said we couldn't be friends.
From: ABC
To: zain
you broke me, but i’d do anything for you, i wish things went back to the way they were. i hope you still love me the way i love you
From: ABC
To: zain
I really hope it works out. But i'm not the person u think i am and i pray that u never find out. I love you
From: ABC
To: zain
hey, i haven't heard from you in what feels like eons, i miss you. all i want to know is that if you're okay.
From: ABC
To: zain
idk why i feel so connected too you but i do. sorry if i creeped u out lil dude
From: ABC
To: zain
Pretty sure I'm over you but sometimes Idk.
But thank you, it was def bittersweet.
From: ABC
To: zain
That month felt like magic.somedays I still miss you but am never going back goodbye me sweet boy
From: ABC
To: zain
let’s try again. so ahem basically i said that i missed you :(
From: ABC
To: zain
No matter who I think I love, everything always comes back to you , yet you don’t come back to me.
From: ABC
To: zain
I was hurt but you weren't meant for me, I hope you the next person you "love" better <3
From: ABC
To: zain
Never let anyone or anything silence you again. Show the world what you’re made of.
From: ABC
To: zain
i don’t know how you could hurt me like that when all I did was show you how to love
From: ABC
To: zain
it’s hard for me to do anything else. so much has changed. i miss u.
From: ABC
To: zain
My handsome boy Zain,
I love you so much
I wish you loved me too
From: ABC
To: zain
No, please come back. It's been so bad since you left a year ago. I'm still desperate. I love you
From: ABC
To: zain
I wish I was able to commit to you and love u the way u deserve. I’m certain we’ll meet again ❤️????.
From: ABC
To: zain
What a gift it is to be your lil sister in this life. If there are more, I hope we're still together
From: ABC
To: zain
I love you even though I shouldn't Scares me sometimes. Walk on a tightrope a little longer with me?
From: ABC
To: zain
It’s really hard being just friends with you when i know my feelings run so deep.
From: ABC
To: zain
I love texting you even though i know we'll never be a thing again, happy for your new car! ilysm
