I remember about the first day we walked together under the snow and I smiled so much because I didn’t know my dream could look this close

I didn’t mean to hurt you...
I loved you so much but was too scared to show.
I still love you so much.
Sorry I ran away

I don't have idea why you left like that, it was so unexpected because It was in the moment when I think: "finally we're going to be together", but in the end you just go away without an explanation. Now it's been almost two years since the last time we talked and I still thinking of you, in the way you looked at me, the way you were closer to me than anyone else, and overall I still thinking why I wasn't enough for you, what I did wrong?. Maybe the only thing I never going to know is what's the real reason for you to leave or maybe one day in the future we're going to meet each other and I will be brave enough to ask you a thousand of questions that you leave in the air. I never think on write something like this because It's been a long time, but lately I have thoughts of you everyday and that makes me feel like I'm obsessed with you but now I know that I just need a closure, now I'm happy with someone else and I wait you're happy to, and I don't want to keep all this feelings with me, not anymore, because I'm sure you were my first love but now I have someone else that maybe going to break my heart in a different way or going to make me happy for a while, who knows?.

I’m so deeply sorry for everything I’ve said. I love and appreciate you and your presence.