every time i see you my stomach gets crazy butterflies and i fall back in love even harder. i wish you could see i'm better.

i still love you. i always will. i’d say i’m sorry but you always hated when i apologized. i never found out why.

i want you so bad. you're my first thought in the morning and my last thought at night. you mean the world to me and i hope you know that.

For some reason I decided to look at your facebook.

Maybe I'm just high. I hope I am, but while I'm not in love you now, I'm still in love with you 2 years ago.

2 years later and I cant still remember the look of your eyes staring into mine. I can still remember how warm you were and how I felt safe and warm with you.

Most of all though, I can still remember the last night. I can remember how much you wanted to leave and how you wouldn't let me hang out with you after. I can still remember the feeling in my stomach when you didn't reply to my last "I love you".

I want to hate you so bad. I genuinely do, but I'm still so lonely. I'm sad and anxious. I don't know any love other than yours, so how am I supposed to know what to look for? And when I don't find love somewhere else, how do I survive without yours?

Ya know, I think maybe you've written one of these to me. But probably not either. Im not even your first love. Some of these messages do hit home though. I almost hope you see this yourself and know that its me.

When I'm high or drunk, I can almost catch a glimpse or memory of what happiness felt like. It's funny how much I took for granted the feeling of content and happiness and love. Maybe one day I'll replace you, but I'm scared that all they'll be is a replacement.

i thought u were my best friend but then u went behind my back and told my ex and all his friends lies i literally hate u so much and somehow u still wanna be my friend? girl what. u r literally nothing to me anymore and i never ever ever wanna hear ur name again ur one of the worst people ive ever met so keep telling everyone lies cause we both know the truth ;)

you’re probably never gonna see this and maybe that’s a good thing. basically i have feelings for you and have had them for a long time. i know you don’t feel the same way which is why i haven’t told you. you’re in love with someone who doesn’t treat you well and it’s hard to watch, but as long as you’re happy i’m happy. i honestly thought they were gone for good and you could move on but they recently came back and i feel like things are gonna change and that’s hard, because i really enjoy being your friend even if that’s all we’ll ever be. i honestly hope you never find this but if you do i have a feeling you’ll know it’s me.

I wonder what I'd do if I saw you right now.

I think I would die. Eventually atleast. I think your face would break my heart all over again. I don't love you anymore, but I'm not stable enough for an impact like that, it would probably kill me.

i don’t think i’ll ever be able to actually trust you

thinking of you brings me nostalgia and makes me homesick. text me anytime, ill always answer

I’m sorry i couldn’t give you what u deserved. I was a big a-hole

if i went to war a pic of you would be in my wallet.
love you always, sweetheart.

You are such a lovely person with a beautiful soul. I'm so sorry people have made you doubt that.

It was always because of you. And yes I did it on purpose.

as my final act of love i will become everything you thought i could be, without you.

Please change your mind, I don't know what to do without you. I love you.

I love you and I love our friendship you are a great friend

Years later, I still have so much regret. I hope you’re able to smile, you deserve it.

you don't realize how much you hurt me.

i read your note once in a while. i think about what we could've been too.

was it worth all of this time with a broken heart? was it worth all of the pain you caused me?

i lied to you but our relationship wasn’t built on lies. i love you and i always have.

my angel <3

You confuse me all the time but i really do love you and wish you the best.

I don’t understand what I did wrong. Why won’t you text me?

I’m sorry I keep you waiting .i pray for us emi .i love you .im always here

i still sleep with the teddy you got me on christmas, wishing it was you.
i miss you my sweet girl

I know you always chose him over me but I’ll always answer the phone if you call. Please call.

Always and forever. I always loved you more than myself. We will forever be familiar strangers.

I want to talk to you but I know you don't want to.

I love you so much Emmy and I hope the best for you and I miss you so much! Forever and always!

I don’t think I’ll ever get over you. I’m glad to see you happy even though it’s with someone else.

I'm sorry I made us grow apart, love you kid.

good luck, babe.

What’s going on in that mind of yours? And why won’t you tell me?

You’re the only one I’d get back into a relationship for, I just wish you’d give it a chance.