Every time you told me "I don't wanna hurt you" was so you would feel better when you inevitably did.

i wish you knew how i felt. i wish i knew if you loved me. But i know now that you don't and that's okay.

bro i know i dont mean much to you but every time i see u i just want to melt. what am i doing wrong. why am i not good enough. one day u act like i mean something, then throw me away. i wish u could see yourself like i do. i dont want anyone else. i think i love you but i dont want to. ur smile is literally engraved in my mind, even though if i forget u. i wonder what comes to ur mind when u hear my name or think of me. its probably nothing huh. to think u wanted me. i think i love u dude

i feel like we are meant to be. and we will cross romantic paths one day. for now, see you soon love. till you realize we are damn near perfect and those other girls aren’t worth it.

When you left me you broke me and for about a month I missed you more than anything, I just wished you knew how much I cried over you and how I turned myself inside out for you. I'm sorry for what I did, it wasn't my place and I said things I shouldn't have and my only justification was that I was hurt and now I understand that it wasn't enough. But that Friday night when you called me broke my heart all over again, hearing your voice like that and in the tone, it just made me completely realise how you don't care about me and my feelings at all anymore. but it also made me realise how much I need to move in because there was no chance we would happen again. so from the bottom of my heart thank you, over this month I realised how much bullshit I put up with from you, I realised that I lost someone who wasn't putting in the same amount effort he used to because they changed from one of the sweetest boys I knew to a dickhead. you switched up completely, you stopped facetiming me at all, you stopped making an effort with conversation, and you started doing weed regularly, you started wanting to do more and more 'stuff'. and that's not the boy I fell in love with. when you ended it, I realised that I was more in love with the idea of you and the old you than who you became.

but now I'm happy again without you and if anything happier than I was in the relationship because I've realised my own worth. I took my friends advice and focused on myself and my friends, I took one day at a time. granted sometimes I'll catch myself looking over at you remembering what we had, but unlike a month ago I don't look at you and wish we were still together. I've stopped caring about your opinion of me, I've stopped thinking about what you're doing and if you're alright at night. because I'm over you, which is great to say. I know that I will have lows where I'll miss you but I'll get through it like I have with anything I've gone through.

so thank you. thank you for a great 4 months, I really did enjoy them. I will always care for you and love you but like a friend and not like how I used to. I wish you the best and I can't wait until we're friends like we once were again.

i know you have a lot going on but taking it out on me is not okay. it effects me in ways i can’t describe. but, i still love you. i wish we could have been happier.

you’re still my forever and always.

I’ll always love you. I wish you were still here.

that note i wrote to you means nothing now.

to the first boy who made me feel special, i miss you.

I wish you loved me back. Do I take up all of your thoughts, as you do mine?

For a while it was love wasn't it? For me it was, well i’d like to think it was.

ur my best friend even though i’m not urs. but thats okay, & i hope we’re friends in every universe

i hate still caring for after you made me hate myself. it hurts, and i miss who i thought you were.

i’ll love you, always

Why don’t you love me.

our love was better left unspoken

I wish i told you how i felt

you lied to me and i still care for you. ill move on <3

you’ve showed me real love. you’re mine forever<3

all i want is to be aloud to love you again please let me love you again

i think that ur the sweetest guy ever. i wish i knew if u liked me.

i think we fell out of love as soon as we tried the distance. i wish we had more time. i loved you.

i will not be the person to break our no contact but i'll keep waiting for your call.

I just want to know why

I'm not sure if I'm helping, or that you actually hate me. How am I supposed to quit you?

I want it to be you so badly. But I know deep down it isn't, and that kills me.

I think u were my soulmate even tho uve moved on now, would do anything to even j hear from u again

I really love you man. I’m sorry life has been so awful to you, I promise I’m not going anywhere.

I miss how safe you made me feel, your dumb dad jokes, and grey hairs. I’m sorry Fletch.

You were the only one who noticed when I wasn't well, I will forever regret slipping away from you

I keep hoping that the next person I kiss will make me feel the way that you did. But they never do.

You were more than my friend, you were my brother.

I messed up and I'm so sorry. you deserve the world. I love you, I always will.

i miss our friendship so much but please dont come back. i hope you at least kept the blanket.

I wish I said yes I wish we were together I was scared of being loved but all I want is your love

if only you didn’t live so far away