Unsent messages to W
From: ABC
To: W
Date: December 12, 2020, 8:33 pm UTC
You are my current love and my first love. I wish I could say how I feel but I already know what ur going to say when I do.
From: ABC
To: W
Date: December 12, 2020, 4:32 pm UTC
I think of you whenever I hear one of the songs you gave me and my heart hurts just a bit more each time
From: ABC
To: W
Date: December 10, 2020, 1:27 pm UTC
I don’t love you elijah. I don’t. I won’t. Stop trying to fuck with me. Dumb bitch sees clearly now. Sorry.
From: ABC
To: W
Date: December 10, 2020, 4:16 am UTC
as our bodies walk away from each other, may our souls never relinquish one another. i love you forever.
From: ABC
To: W
Date: December 9, 2020, 7:53 pm UTC
I don't think I will ever see this color and not think of your eyes. I hate how you shut them to look at me
From: ABC
To: W
Date: December 9, 2020, 3:42 am UTC
i dyed my hair this color because i know it’s your favorite, just so i could stand out to you after you left.
From: ABC
To: W
Date: December 8, 2020, 10:30 pm UTC
we planned out our future together until the day we'd retire, and now i can't remember what you look like
From: ABC
To: W
Date: December 6, 2020, 9:54 pm UTC
You were the first boy that made me feel the way you did, now I hope your the last boy to leave me the way you did.
From: ABC
To: W
Date: December 6, 2020, 5:11 pm UTC
I wished you hadn’t treated me like shit so I could justify being with you. But I will not be treated poorly
From: ABC
To: W
Date: December 3, 2020, 4:58 am UTC
im sorry i didn't tell u i wanted u even though i did more than anything else in the world but its too late now and its time i move on, i love you W
From: ABC
To: W
Date: December 1, 2020, 4:27 pm UTC
Who cares about a group? I just want to be left alone and be happy. The people that love me and matter will be with me.
From: ABC
To: W
Date: November 30, 2020, 11:29 am UTC
Знаешь, почему я выбрала этот цвет карточки? Потому что он такой же странный и необъяснимый, как и ты. Да, я сделала первый шаг и написала тебе сама, но в ответ получила положительный ответ. Почему но? Потому что после этого в моей жизни ничего не поменялось, хотя я рассчитывала на хоть какое-то продолжение. На твой день рождения я поадрила тебе стикеры, а что мне подарил ты? Дурацкое сообщение как будто я твой братан. После этого я узнала, что тебе нравится кто-то еще, и что я у тебя как запасной вариант. Но тогда зачем ты мне пишешь каждый день? Думаешь мне не обидно? А мне обидно. Мы не виделись с конца лета. И самое страшное или прекрасное, что я, скорее всего, больше никогда не смогу тебя увидеть. Я не смогу услышать твой странный голос, странные шутки, странные действия. Меня в тебе пугает то, что у тебя нет целей. Поступить в местный стремный вуз и стать каким-нибудь инженером и работать на заводе. Какой умный человек этого захочет? Ведь ты же умный мальчик, но не хочешь раскрывать свои способности? Почему? Почему ты не хочешь развиваться? Почему ты не можешь признаться, что не любишь меня по-настоящему?
From: ABC
To: W
Date: November 24, 2020, 9:58 pm UTC
I seem to have a habit of romanticising you in my head. And I think because of that I would take you back in a heart beat.
From: ABC
To: W
Date: November 22, 2020, 10:52 pm UTC
i loved u so much that almost got me killed. u used me. i thought u cared and love me. but i guess was just another pass time.
From: ABC
To: W
Date: November 22, 2020, 9:13 am UTC
Fuck you'r so annoying, i love you so much you are the best thing to happen to me but i still hate you, you loser.
From: ABC
To: W
Date: November 22, 2020, 6:36 am UTC
I don't really think you will respond I really hated the way we ended ... I wanna go back to how we were but you're gone now ig ......I hope you have fun with them
From: ABC
To: W
Date: November 21, 2020, 1:55 am UTC
I thought you liked me, you always made it seem that way. But i see you smile when your with her, i try not to look but they way you look at her. I see you staring at me sometimes, is it me your staring at? Listen you cant just give hints for idk what you’re doing. But thanks for the one minute when i actually thought you liked me back.
From: ABC
To: W
Date: November 19, 2020, 7:12 pm UTC
I can't even type simple words without your name popping up in the suggestion box. That's how much I talk about you
From: ABC
To: W
Date: November 18, 2020, 9:53 pm UTC
You broke my heart. But I learned how to grow without you. Thank you for leaving me, because I would have never know what I was capable. You were simply holding me back, just like how you felt like I was holding you back. I hope you find peace with yourself one day. I hope you learned from the mistakes you made when you hurt me.
From: ABC
To: W
Date: November 11, 2020, 2:23 am UTC
I love you. I wish I could of told you that before you left me. I hope I’m able to one day. Until then, don’t forget me.
From: ABC
To: W
Date: November 9, 2020, 6:58 am UTC
you don’t know me but i’m in the same class as you. you’ve been on my mind for a long time and i hope we cross paths some way somehow. trusting the universe.
From: ABC
To: W
Date: November 9, 2020, 5:16 am UTC
I wish I had at least figured it out sooner.
I this means guess you were right about me being naive.
From: ABC
To: W
Date: November 6, 2020, 3:20 am UTC
I love you so much that I still can't let go of you, you're still the only one who has the key to my heart, I'm sorry if I hurt you, I was a stupid little girl who didn't know what I wanted and the way you told me that you wanted a future with me. I liked it but it also scared me to think about the future
From: ABC
To: W
Date: November 1, 2020, 12:52 pm UTC
im sorry for everything. im sorry i left you when you were at your worst. you were so good to me you were always there for me. our friendship is probably the last genuine friendship i had. i miss you so much and i hope you don't hate me. i'm a toxic friend and you deserve so much better.
From: ABC
To: W
Date: October 29, 2020, 1:32 pm UTC
i really miss you. you changed and so have i. there will always be a soft spot for you in my heart. i love you.
From: ABC
To: W
Date: October 29, 2020, 1:06 pm UTC
walking past you still gives me butterflies or is it just that im in love with the idea of being in love
From: ABC
To: W
Date: October 27, 2020, 5:56 pm UTC
I never expected things to end like this. I understand why you're gone though. Doesn't make it hurt any less.
From: ABC
To: W
Date: October 25, 2020, 7:05 am UTC
I don’t think I miss you anymore, but I don’t understand why I still know I’d go back to you in a heartbeat.
From: ABC
To: W
Date: October 21, 2020, 8:47 am UTC
I never knew I could ever be with someone like you. Thank you for being the good thing that happened to me during these times. Btw your smile warms up my heart. I wish thing ended differently and if I could turn back time I would make it clear about my feelings, our relationship and hold your hand through the difficulties. Lots of love, XX.
From: ABC
To: W
Date: October 21, 2020, 8:45 am UTC
I never knew I could ever be with someone like you. Thank you for being the good thing that happened to me during these times. Btw your smile warms up my heart. I wish thing ended differently and if I could turn back time I would make it clear about my feelings, our relationship and hold your hand through the difficulties. Lots of love, XX.
From: ABC
To: W
Date: October 18, 2020, 7:49 pm UTC
it broke my heart, but now i can finally feel as single as you thought you were when we were together.
From: ABC
To: W
Date: October 16, 2020, 5:40 pm UTC
i miss you sm. i thought i would be the perfect for you - the cliche good girl bad boy kind of story (even though we never dated). but when you took my first time, you stopped sending me sweet sc, and now i don't even know. but know that my deep down in my heart will still have your back, even though you have played, hurt, and emotionally broken it. i do cry like every other night, thinking what is wrong me? why am i not good enough for you? do you still even like me back? its funny really, how you said "i like you" first to me, but back then i was 15 and shy, but as we actually got to talk more and got to know each other (instead of mutuals) to the point that we both got the yellow heart on sc, i've started to develop attachments towards you, however this is when i got the impression that yours is starting to disappear. i just hope to see you again and maybe one day, we could see something. if not, i hope for the best for you and take care x
From: ABC
To: W
Date: October 15, 2020, 4:43 pm UTC
writing to you again. im yours and you're mine. ive wanted this again for so long, thank you for letting me have it again. hopefully you're in my arms one day. i love you.
From: ABC
To: W
Date: October 15, 2020, 3:08 am UTC
Thank you for showing me what it feels like to be loved by a man without having to get naked for him.
From: ABC
To: W
Date: October 12, 2020, 10:22 am UTC
You left me and lied about why... but we both know the reason was because you didnt love me anymore...or maybe you never did...
From: ABC
To: W
Date: October 11, 2020, 4:32 am UTC
you know why my favorite song is still out of my league? not because of you as a human being, just because of the special love i felt receiving from you
From: ABC
To: W
Date: October 6, 2020, 10:34 am UTC
i really do think you're my soulmate, and i do think we met exactly when we were supposed to. something about us ending this way doesn't sit right with me, and i hope an explanation or a resolution can someday come to me.
From: ABC
To: W
Date: October 1, 2020, 6:34 pm UTC
The most pain I have ever felt was watching you drive away realizing you may never come back. Please come back.
From: ABC
To: W
Date: September 30, 2020, 3:49 pm UTC
imysm. i rlly do, but you will never know. i could tell the whole universe abt u, but u wldn't hear of it. i wish u all my happiness, and i wld take all ur sadness in exchange.
From: ABC
To: W
Date: September 30, 2020, 3:39 pm UTC
i thought i got over you but i never did. i was foolish to think i ever could. i lied to everyone else but myself. maybe in my next life, despite the pain and tragedy meeting you brought me, i still wish i get to meet you. please.
From: ABC
To: W
Date: September 30, 2020, 2:05 am UTC
Hi.... so... You’ll always mean a lot to me and i never want to lose you. Relationship or friendship, i’ll always need you in my life. I always want you to be happy even if it’s not with me. :)
From: ABC
To: W
Date: September 27, 2020, 5:49 pm UTC
You'll never understand how it feels to not be fucking perfect and how it feels to hate yourself entirely
From: ABC
To: W
Date: September 26, 2020, 8:13 pm UTC
My worst nightmares are the ones where it’s as if we were still together and madly in love. Then I wake up and the pain hits.
From: ABC
To: W
Date: September 26, 2020, 8:11 pm UTC
I see you in everything I do and everywhere I go. You’re the ghost that haunts me and my broken heart.
From: ABC
To: W
Date: September 24, 2020, 10:38 pm UTC
We are/were best friends? You're so cool and awesome, but I'm too embarrassed of my actions towards him.
From: ABC
To: W
Date: September 22, 2020, 1:26 pm UTC
if you want to let me go, then let me go. and stop calling me your bestfriend when you only text me twice a year now. fuck you.
From: ABC
To: W
Date: September 17, 2020, 2:38 am UTC
I’m done waiting for your letter to arrive. You never wrote it, did you? You probably never meant it.
From: ABC
To: W
Date: September 16, 2020, 5:35 pm UTC
before moving, i packed the biology homework we worked on 3 years ago in case we get married in the future
From: ABC
To: W
Date: September 16, 2020, 5:24 pm UTC
It’s been year since i left you to see you the world. Now I am alone in our world you created for me without you.... I fucked up
From: ABC
To: W
Date: September 16, 2020, 1:53 pm UTC
sometimes i lay in my bed and think of all the things that could still happen. and it makes me happy everytime!
