Unsent messages to W
From: ABC
To: W
I never knew I could ever be with someone like you. Thank you for being the good thing that happened to me during these times. Btw your smile warms up my heart. I wish thing ended differently and if I could turn back time I would make it clear about my feelings, our relationship and hold your hand through the difficulties. Lots of love, XX.
From: ABC
To: W
i thought i got over you but i never did. i was foolish to think i ever could. i lied to everyone else but myself. maybe in my next life, despite the pain and tragedy meeting you brought me, i still wish i get to meet you. please.
From: ABC
To: W
imysm. i rlly do, but you will never know. i could tell the whole universe abt u, but u wldn't hear of it. i wish u all my happiness, and i wld take all ur sadness in exchange.
From: ABC
To: W
I hate how dumb I was to let you manipulate me. To this day I still never believe that I am ever good enough for anyone.
From: ABC
To: W
we planned out our future together until the day we'd retire, and now i can't remember what you look like
From: ABC
To: W
Thank you for teaching me how to love. This colour reminded me of your eyes and the love you once held in them.
From: ABC
To: W
Знаешь, почему я выбрала этот цвет карточки? Потому что он такой же странный и необъяснимый, как и ты. Да, я сделала первый шаг и написала тебе сама, но в ответ получила положительный ответ. Почему но? Потому что после этого в моей жизни ничего не поменялось, хотя я рассчитывала на хоть какое-то продолжение. На твой день рождения я поадрила тебе стикеры, а что мне подарил ты? Дурацкое сообщение как будто я твой братан. После этого я узнала, что тебе нравится кто-то еще, и что я у тебя как запасной вариант. Но тогда зачем ты мне пишешь каждый день? Думаешь мне не обидно? А мне обидно. Мы не виделись с конца лета. И самое страшное или прекрасное, что я, скорее всего, больше никогда не смогу тебя увидеть. Я не смогу услышать твой странный голос, странные шутки, странные действия. Меня в тебе пугает то, что у тебя нет целей. Поступить в местный стремный вуз и стать каким-нибудь инженером и работать на заводе. Какой умный человек этого захочет? Ведь ты же умный мальчик, но не хочешь раскрывать свои способности? Почему? Почему ты не хочешь развиваться? Почему ты не можешь признаться, что не любишь меня по-настоящему?
From: ABC
To: W
i still think of you when i watch our favourite movies, look over our shared doodles and hear your favourite song.
From: ABC
To: W
I'm sorry, you feel that you can't talk to me about things like mental health. But i do really want to help. But you avoid me. :(
From: ABC
To: W
I don’t think I miss you anymore, but I don’t understand why I still know I’d go back to you in a heartbeat.
From: ABC
To: W
i dyed my hair this color because i know it’s your favorite, just so i could stand out to you after you left.
From: ABC
To: W
I don't think I will ever see this color and not think of your eyes. I hate how you shut them to look at me
From: ABC
To: W
I never expected things to end like this. I understand why you're gone though. Doesn't make it hurt any less.
From: ABC
To: W
Who cares about a group? I just want to be left alone and be happy. The people that love me and matter will be with me.
From: ABC
To: W
you’re so new and intriguing it’s so hard to not think of you. we like all of the same things. I feel like if you really let me know you I could fall so deeply in love with you. from here you look so perfect and right it’s laughable. I don’t know what it is but if you asked me to leave this place behind and follow you to the ends of the earth I couldn’t even help myself, I would just have to nod and follow along. I like to entertain these little daydreams in my head of what we’d be like together and perfect doesn’t even begin to scrape the surface of how it feels. maybe one day i’ll be able to read your mind and know what your eyes say when you look at me but for now these feelings will be kept in my heart. i’ll write poetry and watch films and contemplate sending some stupid text explaining everything. in the meantime promise to keep picking mushrooms and chasing waterfalls with me? you’re the perfect adventure partner and your love for nature and wiring are the first things my nerves noticed when this friendship (?) blossomed.
From: ABC
To: W
to this day i still can’t believe you did what you did. it never seems to go away. i can’t even talk about it without crying. i wish you knew how much it affected my life.
From: ABC
To: W
as our bodies walk away from each other, may our souls never relinquish one another. i love you forever.
From: ABC
To: W
You meant the world to me, that’s why I let you be my first. I just wish you’d see that you’re all I’ve ever wanted.
From: ABC
To: W
I don’t love you elijah. I don’t. I won’t. Stop trying to fuck with me. Dumb bitch sees clearly now. Sorry.
From: ABC
To: W
walking past you still gives me butterflies or is it just that im in love with the idea of being in love
From: ABC
To: W
i really miss you. you changed and so have i. there will always be a soft spot for you in my heart. i love you.
From: ABC
To: W
Will you ever be emotionally available to me or is that something you’re saving for a “better” girl too?
From: ABC
To: W
I had a crush on u but i won’t admit it because i don’t want to look stupid if u already like someone else. ps : ur not ugly
From: ABC
To: W
sometimes i lay in my bed and think of all the things that could still happen. and it makes me happy everytime!
From: ABC
To: W
It’s been year since i left you to see you the world. Now I am alone in our world you created for me without you.... I fucked up
From: ABC
To: W
before moving, i packed the biology homework we worked on 3 years ago in case we get married in the future
From: ABC
To: W
it hurts way more than i thought... u taught me so much et j’regrette pas une seule seconde de t’avoir rencontré. c’est gay (hihi) mais j’espère qu’on se reverra. j’te jure que j’te souhaite tout ce qui a de bien dans ce monde et j’arrêterais jamais de prier pour toi.
reste incroyable
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From: ABC
To: W
I’m done waiting for your letter to arrive. You never wrote it, did you? You probably never meant it.
From: ABC
To: W
im sorry for everything. im sorry i left you when you were at your worst. you were so good to me you were always there for me. our friendship is probably the last genuine friendship i had. i miss you so much and i hope you don't hate me. i'm a toxic friend and you deserve so much better.
From: ABC
To: W
it wasn’t fair for you to make me believe that you were in love and then to just be blocked a week after you said i meant the world to you
From: ABC
To: W
i hate the emotion you cause me to feel. feels like i'm reminiscing on something i'll never get back.
From: ABC
To: W
I just wanted to say your parents were right in rejecting me, I've become more of a failure than before.
From: ABC
To: W
I think of you whenever I hear one of the songs you gave me and my heart hurts just a bit more each time
From: ABC
To: W
I have not a single question not a single thought about you and it is extremely satisfactory.
I don’t hate you but I’ll just say I do to prevent you from coming back. You are a fucking stranger besides
From: ABC
To: W
i had a dream about you last night. i cried when i woke up. not because of seeing you, but because it was only a dream.
From: ABC
To: W
I don't really think you will respond I really hated the way we ended ... I wanna go back to how we were but you're gone now ig ......I hope you have fun with them
From: ABC
To: W
I did not think I would be writing this for you... where do I start. I like you I always have,did I always know, no. But I know now. I get jealous when you like other girls I know we are so different but you know me better than anyone in the world and I’m willing to fight for something if you are to? I think I’m to late. But I know it wouldn’t be easy but your the person I know will always be in my life. -FaceTime me again
From: ABC
To: W
Fuck you'r so annoying, i love you so much you are the best thing to happen to me but i still hate you, you loser.
From: ABC
To: W
You are my current love and my first love. I wish I could say how I feel but I already know what ur going to say when I do.
From: ABC
To: W
if you want to let me go, then let me go. and stop calling me your bestfriend when you only text me twice a year now. fuck you.
From: ABC
To: W
i loved u so much that almost got me killed. u used me. i thought u cared and love me. but i guess was just another pass time.
From: ABC
To: W
I’m so scared you’ll find yourself and no longer need me. Please never stop sharing the things you love with me, i love your passion
From: ABC
To: W
We are/were best friends? You're so cool and awesome, but I'm too embarrassed of my actions towards him.
From: ABC
To: W
i write these every once in a while. i hope that one day you'll see them, and you'll know.
From: ABC
To: W
i've liked you for a while now. u make my day complete i hope u know that :)
