Unsent messages to VIOLET
From: ABC
To: violet
Date: January 4, 2021, 3:57 am UTC
How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of being and ideal grace.
From: ABC
To: violet
Date: January 2, 2021, 9:33 am UTC
I’m so honestly happy you came into my life, you’re my emotional support and we get each other. Thank you for being such a great friend for 3 years :)
From: ABC
To: violet
Date: January 1, 2021, 10:03 pm UTC
You know it hurts thinking about the past but it only makes me wonder what will happen in the future. I don't believe our story is over yet
From: ABC
To: violet
Date: December 10, 2020, 12:10 am UTC
our hearts found each other as they broke each other’s. i’ll always miss you as i long for a soulmate like you again.
From: ABC
To: violet
Date: December 10, 2020, 12:02 am UTC
Our hearts found each other just as they broke each other. I’ll always miss you because i’ll long for something like us again.
From: ABC
To: violet
Date: December 8, 2020, 3:31 am UTC
every single day it hits me more and more that you were the only one that ever truly loved me. i am so so sorry
From: ABC
To: violet
Date: November 23, 2020, 12:11 am UTC
I know purple’s not your favorite but you’re all I think about when I see it. I never got to tell you how I feel, but I was so in love with you.
From: ABC
To: violet
Date: November 20, 2020, 8:01 pm UTC
grey. the color of the clouds in my head every time I think of you. I dont want to hate you but I dont want to love you either. somehow I still end up loving you
From: ABC
To: violet
Date: November 19, 2020, 5:39 pm UTC
i love you bean. this is me manifesting you get everything you want out of life because you deserve it all.
From: ABC
To: violet
Date: November 18, 2020, 7:19 pm UTC
you hurt me in every possible way, leaving me with nothing but scraps of myself. i have had to piece myself together ever since.
From: ABC
To: violet
Date: November 18, 2020, 2:12 am UTC
I've loved you ever since I found out you liked girls. I can't stop thinking about you every second of the day.
From: ABC
To: violet
Date: November 13, 2020, 10:12 pm UTC
I need time on my own.This is a huge battle for my mind. I cannot adjust. I'm uncertain, scared and in pain.
From: ABC
To: violet
Date: October 3, 2020, 1:36 am UTC
My dearest Ultraviolet, I still believe that you should move on. I just wish that a private conversation didn't have to be published to your whole friend group. I really want to talk to you. I always do. But i know that can't happen. I'm genuinely very upset at a lot of things right now but I still love you in a weird fucked up way. But that does not mean im gonna butt into your now relationship. you're happy and she's happy too. That's all i ever wanted. I changed the song i wrote so it's kind of a sad song now, whoops. But i'm making another one. the first line is, "i hope she likes the rain, because you said the rain eased your pain." I think it's fitting. But i hope you don't mind her fear of thunder that we all know she has. You always loved thunderstorms and lightning. I hope your relationship becomes the beauty of a violet liking chaos. I hope she dances with you and you smile the big smiles you do where you close your eyes all the way and literally just fall to the ground. I hope she counts the 7 freckles on the right side of your face. I hope she notices all your scars and counts them too. I hope she looks at the one by your eye and starts drawing that scar on every cringy eye drawing. I hope she finds a book that makes her think of you. I hope you introduce her to new bands and you sit in the same seat with her on the bus. I hope your dream is still to become the number one hero. But i hope you know that once you save that kid from a home, you'll be their number one hero. I hope you get a house with an anime cave. I hope you cosplay and go to cons. I hope you have a kid that you end up naming after a MHA character. I'm still planning on naming a boy Kirishima Lynn. Maybe he'll become the manliest man. Or I'll have a little Eri. i hope one day when everything is better and it's far in the future, you get to meet them. They'll definitely love the idea of another anime fan to riot to about Naruto. I hope you get out of this small town and get your surgeries done just like you wanted and I hope that you'll finally see the pretty girl that i saw when i looked in the mirror and you were sitting there with a smile. You are all the colors at full brightness Ultraviolet. You always will be. - your own Theodore Finch
From: ABC
To: violet
Date: September 28, 2020, 2:04 am UTC
Stop making a flower crown of yourself to stick to my head. I can’t get you off my mind. I want to stop feeling the need to let myself bleed every time I prick myself on your thorns. Your so very beautiful stem and petals are poison to my lungs and I’m suffocating
