My dearest Ultraviolet, I still believe that you should move on. I just wish that a private conversation didn't have to be published to your whole friend group. I really want to talk to you. I always do. But i know that can't happen. I'm genuinely very upset at a lot of things right now but I still love you in a weird fucked up way. But that does not mean im gonna butt into your now relationship. you're happy and she's happy too. That's all i ever wanted. I changed the song i wrote so it's kind of a sad song now, whoops. But i'm making another one. the first line is, "i hope she likes the rain, because you said the rain eased your pain." I think it's fitting. But i hope you don't mind her fear of thunder that we all know she has. You always loved thunderstorms and lightning. I hope your relationship becomes the beauty of a violet liking chaos. I hope she dances with you and you smile the big smiles you do where you close your eyes all the way and literally just fall to the ground. I hope she counts the 7 freckles on the right side of your face. I hope she notices all your scars and counts them too. I hope she looks at the one by your eye and starts drawing that scar on every cringy eye drawing. I hope she finds a book that makes her think of you. I hope you introduce her to new bands and you sit in the same seat with her on the bus. I hope your dream is still to become the number one hero. But i hope you know that once you save that kid from a home, you'll be their number one hero. I hope you get a house with an anime cave. I hope you cosplay and go to cons. I hope you have a kid that you end up naming after a MHA character. I'm still planning on naming a boy Kirishima Lynn. Maybe he'll become the manliest man. Or I'll have a little Eri. i hope one day when everything is better and it's far in the future, you get to meet them. They'll definitely love the idea of another anime fan to riot to about Naruto. I hope you get out of this small town and get your surgeries done just like you wanted and I hope that you'll finally see the pretty girl that i saw when i looked in the mirror and you were sitting there with a smile. You are all the colors at full brightness Ultraviolet. You always will be. - your own Theodore Finch