ik you don't think of me in that way, you think i'm just another friend. i can't say i like you but i smile when we text, so what does that mean? you're with the preps and i hardly have friends. if we dated what would your friends think? i'm not like the other perfect preppy girls you like. i haven't even kissed someone cause im too scared. thats my problem, fear. im scared of everything, scared of emotions, of love, affection, intimacy. i want to like you but it doesn't matter even if you liked me back i'd be too scared to go farther than a crush. i hate that im scared.

I miss you..
I hope i'll meet you again..

you matter more than you think

I still think abt u when i look at the moon.