From: ABC
To: Phil
I wish you would know that I was willing to change for you and you still mean so much to me. I love you still and wish you could text me. I treated you with so much love but I think you were too young to realize. Love you so much. Forever.
From: ABC
To: Phil
I really did love you.. I always had a hunch you didnāt love me back, but you were great at lying and making it seem like what we had was real.. I never understood why you felt the need to cheat on me tbh, because I always told you I just wanted you to be happy.. even if it wasnāt with me. It wouldāve hurt like hell, but it was a lot better than the embarrassment I faced when your infidelity surfaced. I thought it would be you and I in the end, but you had other plans. I miss you sometimes but I know Iām better off. I have to be better off, I gotta close that chapter for good. Thank you for showing me what I donāt want in a man. You were just a little bitch.
From: ABC
To: Phil
Iām grateful for what we had, the things we learned together, and the way weāve grew apart. Iāve become a better person and I hope you have too.
From: ABC
To: Phil
you broke me so bad. How could you have cheat on me and act like everything was fine . Fuck you. its been two years and you still cant keep me out of your mouth.
From: ABC
To: Phil
It hurts me that you lied when you said you would always be there for each other. I wish we weren't strangers now.
From: ABC
To: Phil
wish we could talk again and let things be like 2016. i still very miss you and even when we played Minecraft together. i hope you're fine, i'm not
From: ABC
To: Phil
I miss you. So much. I need you more than ever right now. Iāve made so many bad decisions to try to get you back but none of this is working.
From: ABC
To: Phil
Iām sorry I didnāt tell you what a great guy you are, back then and that you deserve someone who gives you everything. Thereās absolutely nothing wrong with you, it was my fault because i couldnāt let my walls down.
Iām also sorry that the first time you decided to get serious with someone it got so messed up.
I was so happy when I saw that it didnāt ruin relationships for you.
And Iām sorry for the way things ended.
I hope you find your one in a million.
From: ABC
To: Phil
i fucking hate you. you really know how to make someone feel like they donāt belong, like they are unworthy of any type of love. i hate myself because of you.
From: ABC
To: Phil
hey dad. i really wish you cared about my mental health and my feelings in general. or that you recognized my efforts and my hard work instead of constantly telling me i have to do more and more and more. i'm not failing my classes, i'm actually doing much better than i was. but for some reason you refuse to acknowledge the hard work i put in and instead ask me why i'm not living up to impossible standards. anyways, i also wish you accepted me for who i am. understood that i will be happier following my heart and loving who i love than being shoved into a box and forced to change my heart. i cant control that, but you don't see that. i'm sorry i cant be a perfect, straight, religious little daughter like you want, but ever since ol' big bro moved out and you didn't have all his imperfections to focus on, you've really put the pressure on me. stop using me as a punching bag, realize that i cant control certain things like my sexuality and my mental health.
From: ABC
To: Phil
I donāt even know your fav colour even though youāre my best friend ... well I guess I just wanted to say that I always had some sort of feelings for u and that one night I stayed over , when we nearly kissed, i did feel something . But now u have her and I want u to be happy cause I some sort of love you!
From: ABC
To: Phil
I wish I let myself love you, but I was always too scared. I hate to say this but I think iām ready now, but I know itās too late... and itās all my fault.
From: ABC
To: Phil
I wish we took a chance. I wasnāt ready before but now I am. I know iām too late though, and for that iām pissed at myself for letting you go.
From: ABC
To: Phil
i hate to say this, but i cant get you out of my head. i just keep coming back to you... are you my soulmate?
From: ABC
To: Phil
we met at such a strange time in our lives. timing is a bitch. i feel like iāve lost you when i never really had you.
From: ABC
To: Phil
i know you sent one of these on my birthday. i understand. i hope you're doing ok.
From: ABC
To: Phil
Iāll never forgive myself. Iāll get it right in the next life. I love you. Paper heart.
From: ABC
To: Phil
baby im always here for you to come back to. i never stopped loving you
From: ABC
To: Phil
Iām really sorry and I wish that we could be friends again one day
From: ABC
To: Phil
Talk 2 me. I shouldnāt have pushed you away. Maybe if we try again it will all work out. Come back.
From: ABC
To: Phil
U drunkenly said softlyāI told myself I wouldnt fall in love with uā& then u stroked my cheeks????????????
From: ABC
To: Phil
I feel like I lost hope but I hope you know I love you and I'm doing my absolute best to 'fix' me.
From: ABC
To: Phil
I will never understand why you did that to me, Even though you did that i still miss you.
From: ABC
To: Phil
I love you still!
as I said I always will. until the end of time, and then some
From: ABC
To: Phil
I like to think that we would work in another life. It kills me to know that it's not this one.
From: ABC
To: Phil
You tried to hurt me. I moved on. Iām happy. I love my life. YOU DID NOT BREAK ME. IM STILL HERE.
From: ABC
To: Phil
u may not believe me when i say i love you, but i do, more than myself.
From: ABC
To: Phil
I will find you in every lifetime. Maybe it will be different next time
From: ABC
To: Phil
I never told you but I love you, and I think Iāll love you foreverā¦I am okay with that
From: ABC
To: Phil
and of all the places i could run toā i still chose you. but thereās still no room for me.
From: ABC
To: Phil
youāre the best brother anyone could ask for and iām so beyond proud of you. i love you so much
From: ABC
To: Phil
I love you so much but you hurt me a lot. You say you love me but i donāt feel that at all.
From: ABC
To: Phil
Please donāt cheat on your boyfriend. I dont want him to go through that too. Be good to him please
From: ABC
To: Phil
i donāt think i ever found another best friend that i loved that much.
From: ABC
To: Phil
Somewhere in the multiverse, thereās a you and me that worked.
From: ABC
To: Phil
i cant wait to see where you go in the future. I'll always be here to support you :)