I feel dumb looking for a sign that u guys saw my posts here and would reach out or post something similar. I feel like my brain for some stupid reason just refuses to accept that you guys are not gonna look back on to me and that it’s time to head forward even tho I have realized it won’t happen. And just in case u guys do see this I’ll give u a life update i think I have an addiction now to weed and I don’t know what I’m doing in life. It’s like I based my life ENTIRELY on you guys, y’all were my backbone
