Unsent messages to TYSON

i played fallingforyou by the 1975 the night you snuck over. read the lyrics. read them, compared to that one song you played. but it’s all on me. i played you that song and we kissed to it, because I was too afraid myself to show you how I felt about you. guess we had two different messages we were scared to tell eachother...

if I think really hard, I can still feel how it felt when you kissed my forehead.
if I think really hard, I can still feel how it felt when you hugged me.
if I think really hard, I can still feel the way I felt when you said you loved me.
If I think really hard, I can feel you right here besides me.
and because I can feel it, that’s why I’ve been thinking really hard for hours.
but it’s only if I think really hard, because if it wasn’t, I wouldn’t be able to move.
I would never get out of the daydream of you.
i miss you, and I’m sorry. come back. please.