From: ABC
To: Tudor
i sometimes sit and think about just how much of myself i lost along the way because of how much i loved you. sometimes i wish we'd never met. sometimes i want it to be like it usually is in the movies and for you to wake up and realise you love me. you've hurt me so so much it's crazy i'm still alive. but what's even crazier is that i don't hate you. and i can't, no matter what, hate you. you're far from perfect and i know it but i just love you for who you are. and kills me to know that you don't even want to be my friend. what did i do wrong? where did we go wrong? i'm still waiting for an answer. and the worst part is i know i'm not getting it soon...no, actually, no. the worst part is that i will never lovr anyone as much as i did and still do love you. and yet i still don't hate you. i just don't. hate. you. and that is so stupid.
From: ABC
To: Tudor
i know i will never have a chance with you but i miss laughing with you and being your deskmate,now you dont even look at me anymore
From: ABC
To: Tudor
The reason I will never give you a second chance is that I have self respect.I will never forget my face in tears everyday during the lockdown
From: ABC
To: Tudor
Even though I know you don't think of me anymore you are still on my mind. You mean so much to me you literally have no idea. I try to replace you with someone else but I end up comparing everything they do to you. You were so toxic but i craved you. in my mind it's crazy how 10 months of nonstop talking and holding each other meant nothing. now we are complete strangers to each other. It wasn't meant to be. But in my mind there is still a little bit of hope of me and you even though you do live 1,000 miles away. When i saw you for the first time my heart dropped and I thought wow look at him, hes the one i want.
From: ABC
To: Tudor
I donāt think weāll be a couple ever again, but please remember that I love you. Always and forever. A part of me will always be yours.
From: ABC
To: Tudor
I wish love was enough for us, I still see you in every green
From: ABC
To: Tudor
i love you so much and iām so glad we met my pretty boy canāt wait to marry you and move out of here
From: ABC
To: Tudor
i like you so much and i donāt even know why, hope our paths will cross again in the future xx
From: ABC
To: Tudor
looking at you hurts ,i wish it didnt
i want to know how you feel so i wont be a hopeless romantic
From: ABC
To: Tudor
i love you and I hope u will give me even the slightest sign that u like me too in this lifetime
From: ABC
To: Tudor
i love and care for you more than you could ever imagine. i hope we'll get to grow old together.
From: ABC
To: Tudor
i never loved someone like this ever before. you make me better
From: ABC
To: Tudor
I know I was the one who made it remain a thought, but now Iām the one wishing it were reality
From: ABC
To: Tudor
We're swans. I'm devoted to you. I belong to you. Life has no meaning without you bby
From: ABC
To: Tudor
It's been over a year but you destroyed me and it still affects me. I'll never forgive you
From: ABC
To: Tudor
im so sorry for hurting you my love. i don't know why im like this but i love you.
From: ABC
To: Tudor
and you never knew how much i really liked you. i was too shy.
From: ABC
To: Tudor
I can't wait to see your pretty eyes again, I love you so much
From: ABC
To: Tudor
I miss you more than I can put into words, and I donāt even know why.