Even though I know you don't think of me anymore you are still on my mind. You mean so much to me you literally have no idea. I try to replace you with someone else but I end up comparing everything they do to you. You were so toxic but i craved you. in my mind it's crazy how 10 months of nonstop talking and holding each other meant nothing. now we are complete strangers to each other. It wasn't meant to be. But in my mind there is still a little bit of hope of me and you even though you do live 1,000 miles away. When i saw you for the first time my heart dropped and I thought wow look at him, hes the one i want.