Unsent messages to TRISTEN

i like you soo much. talking to you is the best part of my day. i really want to tell you but i don’t know how. and i don’t want to ruin what we have now. and i have no idea how you feel. but i’m so into you. i have been for forever. wanna try again ? i promise i’ll talk to you this time lol

Please, Please fight for me. You said you wanted me to stay so fight to stay with me please. a text, a call, anything. i want to work this out but i can't if you won't fight for this.

we were so young, but it was so real. I havent had a love like that since then, and I dont know if i ever will. I was crazy about you, I was young and clueless, you were dissapointing, and a very bad influence but I loved you. and after 2 whole years, i am FINALLY over you. I miss the love we had and that feeling but not you.

funny how we liked each other but we were too young to know what love was at the time I mean now your not even that nice your not funny and if I knew you now the 8-year old me who thought I was gonna marry you would be very disappointed and sad that's the thing you don't even look at me when you see me it so sad how we use to be best friends and at p.e. when we would do something you always made sure I was okay. you never excluded me because I was a girl and you made sure none of your stupid fucking guy friends ever messed with me. nowadays you look like you would be the type of guy to do something awful and blame it on the girl and get away with it you make me so mad. I'm glad we're not friends anymore and I'm glad I moved when I did. oh yeah and if you see this and you somehow connect the dots I'm a lesbian now and I'm in a very healthy happy relationship.

I'm sorry. I wish I had more time. It's been a year since we last talked. I'll always be there for you. Please reach out to me. I miss you.

i've finally learned how to think about you with tears brimming my eyes... somedays though, all i want to do is text you. let you know that if you ever wanted to come back, i'd be here with open arms. I'm not waiting for you anymore, but there's nothing that could get in the way of you coming back.

i see you in my dreams. youre my first thought in the morning, and my last thought at night. im in love with you. but i have to let go. you will never feel the same.

I'll always love you and that's the problem. I let you swallow me whole and now I don't even know myself.

Thank you for everything. Thank you for all the good times that have made some of the favourite memories I’ll ever have. Thank you for the bad times that have taught me to love myself. Thank you for being someone who I will never forget. I know it’s unlikely we’ll ever be in each other’s lives the way we used to be but I’ll forever be grateful for the time that we had. I know you’re happy now and I’m almost there too.

how could you sleep in my bed every night and then just leave? what did I do wrong? Literally go fuck yourself

I was too good for someone like you, all you know is hurt and that's why it's the only thing you ever gave me.