To be honest, I don't know why I'm writing this, but I feel like your unintentionally manifesting me & it's not working at all. I have these subtle dreams and I hate them. I wouldn't wanna go back to you again. You were a great first official love but I was uncomfortable a lot of the time. I didn't wanna say "no" so I just stayed quiet. I'm happy I made the decision to end things a couple of months ago, I'm thriving and have friends to which you don't LMFAO. I genuinely can't wait for my next lover to carry out certain experiences I've learned with you. Also, unlearn my lingo, you were boring without me, revert back.