Unsent messages to TRACE
From: ABC
To: trace
i can't believe I actually fell for you. i hope you understand how much you hurt me,, and probably others.
From: ABC
To: trace
Everything hurts. You were the second one to make me feel anything. I wish you were still mine. I’m sorry.
From: ABC
To: trace
you give me butterflies in my stomach and make me feel like a literal princess. got mad love for u dawgggg
From: ABC
To: trace
I really really like you. But I’ve been a second choice all my life, and I don’t know if I can take being yours.
From: ABC
To: trace
broken but still alive. a saying that has been pondering in my head these last few months as i watch you move on with your life,without taking a second to look back at me. before we get into your second letter i need you to now i understand you now. i understand why you reacted the way you did when i called things off. i understand the anger and beytrayel you were feeling. I understand i ended things with you but i need you to understand,that didnt make it hurt any less. i cried,and cried,and cried, for weeks. not a day went by that you didnt cross my mind. everyday at exactly 10:47 a.m. i walk out of class to go to lunch, and i see you. i see you. i see the man i am in love with and who i am convinced i will spend the rest of my life with. yes were young,but young love is pure its joyful, and right now the thought of you is the only thing getting me through this shitty life i am forced to live. saying i miss you is an understatment. because i miss more than just you. i miss that signiture sent of every peice of clothing you have. i miss being in your arms and feeling so protected. that not even the most dangerous force could hurt me when i was with you. i miss you stubborn attitude and you unwillingness to get your way. aside from how much i miss you,i couldnt think of a person i hate more. you broke me and i was the one calling the shots. how is that possible? how does one have so much control that it just consumes everything in its path. i dont know how you did it, but unfortunatly i love you for it. not matter how many days go by, you will always be in my heart and in my mind. i am hear to say thankyou. thankyou for giving me a love so much i didnt now what to do with it . thankyou for giving me the young love ive always wanted. and most importantly,thank you for showing me what a perfect teen love story is,even though you and i still dont now the ending yet. we will meet again and have a bigger love that the last. But,until then you are always in my mind,always and forever.
From: ABC
To: trace
you kept leading me on knowing i was trying to fix things. i’m sorry i wasn’t the one for you.
From: ABC
To: trace
I hope leading me on three times helped you realize what you need.
From: ABC
To: trace
I’m sorry the last text I sent you was kinda harsh, I was hurt. I don’t hate you tho, I miss you :/
From: ABC
To: trace
Im not bitter. I would rather cut my losses at 3 months than let you string me along. Imy still :/
From: ABC
To: trace
Of course when I'm finally ready to commit to someone they don't want to commit to me
From: ABC
To: trace
i wish we could have one more chance. i wouldnt mess it up this time
From: ABC
To: trace
you’re leaving and i was too scared to admit i want to be with you once again
From: ABC
To: trace
Somehow through all the trauma you put me through I love you still
From: ABC
To: trace
Eventually I’d like to think we can do it right this time.
From: ABC
To: trace
i love u so much and i wish so badly i knew how to show it to you
From: ABC
To: trace
I know we would never work out but that doesn’t mean I won’t miss the memories
From: ABC
To: trace
i really wonder if you ever meant any of the things you said. did you even love me?
From: ABC
To: trace
Thanks for giving me a feeling I haven't had in a long time. You're really nice. I appreciate that.
From: ABC
To: trace
Im so sorry for mistreating you. You deserve better. You have a bright future ahead vro❤️ i miss you
From: ABC
To: trace
its been 3 years now since you left, i hope cali is treating you well
i love and miss u everyday ????
From: ABC
To: trace
I miss you a little more every time I drink a yellow redbull
