Unsent Messages

broken but still alive. a saying that has been pondering in my head these last few months as i watch you move on with your life,without taking a second to look back at me. before we get into your second letter i need you to now i understand you now. i understand why you reacted the way you did when i called things off. i understand the anger and beytrayel you were feeling. I understand i ended things with you but i need you to understand,that didnt make it hurt any less. i cried,and cried,and cried, for weeks. not a day went by that you didnt cross my mind. everyday at exactly 10:47 a.m. i walk out of class to go to lunch, and i see you. i see you. i see the man i am in love with and who i am convinced i will spend the rest of my life with. yes were young,but young love is pure its joyful, and right now the thought of you is the only thing getting me through this shitty life i am forced to live. saying i miss you is an understatment. because i miss more than just you. i miss that signiture sent of every peice of clothing you have. i miss being in your arms and feeling so protected. that not even the most dangerous force could hurt me when i was with you. i miss you stubborn attitude and you unwillingness to get your way. aside from how much i miss you,i couldnt think of a person i hate more. you broke me and i was the one calling the shots. how is that possible? how does one have so much control that it just consumes everything in its path. i dont know how you did it, but unfortunatly i love you for it. not matter how many days go by, you will always be in my heart and in my mind. i am hear to say thankyou. thankyou for giving me a love so much i didnt now what to do with it . thankyou for giving me the young love ive always wanted. and most importantly,thank you for showing me what a perfect teen love story is,even though you and i still dont now the ending yet. we will meet again and have a bigger love that the last. But,until then you are always in my mind,always and forever.