I know you don’t want to anymore and your tired. But please stay alive. You’ve got so much potential and I love you

u were the worst thing to ever happen to me and it took me so long to realize how horrible u are. i feel so free without u. there is nothing i thank u for. all u caused me was pain and sadness.

we were best friends for years, u knew i loved him but u kissed him anyway. u were so happy telling me u kissed him too. u are the worst kind of person to ever live. i know it made u feel good putting me down. i know u were jealous of me and him and i know u still are. i hope u never cause someone the pain u caused me again. i hope u grow and learn to love urself rather than being jealous and ruining other peoples lives. i will never forgive u and im glad u are out of my life. fuck u tess

i’m sorry i didn’t say i love you back last night. i just couldn’t. it’s hard to explain. just know i regret it and you know i love you.

your eyes were the first thing i noticed about you. i will never forgot those beautiful eyes. i love you but i know you love him more

Hey. If you think this is for you, it probably is. I'm tired of waiting. I've waited for almost 3 years and i'm just here to say i'm done. I'm done hoping maybe one day I'll tell you how I feel. Sure you know I once had feelings but what you don't know is that they never went away. I'm sure your smart ass knows that. I've had so many conversations figuring out what to say to you but I just can't. you saved my life. You're the best thing thats ever happened to me and I don't want to fuck it up. It's cool that you think i'm some kinda weak bitch but i just wish i had the chance to prove you wrong. I love you, man. Whether we're friends or more than that it'll always be true. I just wish I could see how you feel without making things awkward. I don't even wanna date you, I just wanna atleast be able to kiss you or something. I dunno. This is stupid. I want to hold your hand and kiss your pain away. I want to push back your hair and stare into your eyes. I want to get lost in you. I want to do so much with you but you'll never know it. It's you. It's always been you, Tess. I'm sorry.

thank you for being friends with me
thank you for buying me monster
thank you for explaining what "hes in your bed but im in your twitch chat" means
thank you for being there for me
thank your for getting me into mcyt :D ( i love watching minecreft)
thank you for being my music buddy and teaching me guitar
thank you for existing
love u!!!!! -ava :33
(grrr thank youuuu)

i miss you. you screwed me over and made me feel like shit, so why do i miss you? sometimes i hate you but sometimes i don't and i'm going crazy

i’m trying to talk to someone else but it doesn’t feel right. idk why, maybe i have more feelings for u than i thought.

your friends actually kinda sucked. they were mean and i always felt shitty about myself after hanging out with you guys. i only did it to make you happy.

I think that I miss the way we used to be more than anything. I wish we could go back. but we can’t and I guess i have to be okay with that.

you complete my world and make me feel all the good inside of it. i had never been in love before you, and you the same. i feel so much joy when you're around. it's like every time i turn my back i feel your warmth and imagine your smile right here. then when i call, you are. and of course, i'm sure to tell you i appreciate that. i appreciate you very much. and every moment we spend together its crazy there is so much of a spark and a connection and i cant get that smile off of my face. like when you talk about the sad stuff tho, i always listen. not to listen because its right but because i love you and i love every word that comes out of your two lips. and the sad stuff we talk about sometimes is okay when im there with you and youre ok standing by me when im upset and we make each other smile and happy and loved in all of those not so good moments. but our world is complete joy. i know it might not always be. i know we might end some day and we'll have other people to love. you'll have another boyfriend, i'll find another girl. but i dont care about that now. maybe i do. but that doesn't matter in the moments we share. i've never been in love before, but im glad it was with you. it is with you. i'll do anything for you, whatever you need. of course, you don't want to know that - that's too much pressure for you to hold. but deep down inside i want you to remember that i'll be there. in day to day stuff though, you can forget it! anything for you, tess. and i want to kiss you a thousand times and love you every minute and be with you right now. im going to find you and starting tomorrow we will have our best day yet. i love you, tess

do you know that every time i think of you and her it makes me so angry and sad all at once i can't even breathe?

its been two years.

I still think about you, i miss you, im not brave enough to tell you


i still love you tessa bear

im sorry

my heart breaks thinking about you still. i wanted to take that pain away. knowing what they did to u kills me. you didn’t deserve it. i know your moving on now. please get better don’t let your thoughts kill you . i love you always

you thought me what being in love felt like, but youre also teaching me how having a broken heart feels like.

i miss who u were a year ago you’ve changed and i don’t know how to tell you i’ve fallen out of love.

i know u wouldnt want me to feel this way, but i do and im sorry bc i know u wouldnt feel the same way back

i haven’t wrote to you in awhile mainly bcs i didn’t know what to say but i’m here now. i just want to tell you that i love you v much and i hope things get better for you soon. i miss you a lot but it’s okay because it’s for the best. i wrote u a letter today and ended up crying during it lol. just bcs i love u a lot though nothing bad. i’ve never said this to u but i’m great full to have u in my life n idk where i’d be if i didn’t have you if i’m honest. you kinda put the pieces together. i know things are hard at the moment but i’m here n i always will be. i’ll never get to fully understand what you’re going through but it hurts me to know that you’re hurting. one day things will fall into place for you i promise. i love you

I never called you that, but if you left a voicemail I'd call back. I still have the same number.

ur vry pretty n we need 2 hang more! u deserve good thngs.

I still think of you, but I hope you don’t think of me. I really loved you. Hope you’re doing well.

May we wander through celestial aeons with knotted souls;
And may we traverse that eternity gently

i think about you everyday. i miss you so much. i hope you feel warm and safe and loved everyday.

im sorry I made your life worse, I still think about you sometimes. Us matching, our server.

i hope ur ok.

you're my bsf and I hope we stay that way forever love ya

I’ll never forget the memories we made, but I’ll never forgive you for leaving me in the dust.

I hate that I can’t do things without being reminded of you and our friendship.

you’ll never see this, but you deserve the world.

it's terrifying not knowing if you'll come back. i just hope you're okay.

Everything about you is perfect i wish we could talk more

i miss you, i hope this works out.

really hoping you dont end up hating me. i miss you ml

sorry for what i did, you deserve better.

In another universe, you’d be THE girl

I hope we reconnect someday. You’re such a wonderful person.

I don't think I'll ever stop thinking about you even if it's not the same as it used to be

do you ever think about me anymore? reach out pls. you’ll always be my sun to my moon.

Thank you for sticking by me always even when I have my silly moments ur my biggest supporter

I don’t want you back anymore, but I still find myself missing you.

It’s been almost 3 weeks and I keep staring at my phone for a text message from you.
I miss you..

i love you sooo much thank you for always being my best friend <3

I can't stop thinking about you even when im with her... i think i made the wrong choice..

I love ya! take care of yourself

You’re my best friend and I love you, but sometimes I think I might be in love with you.

I’m not bitter anymore cause I know what we had was real

i am always going to be by your side through it all gorgeous! i love you dearly :)

I’m truly sorry for all I’ve done, idk why I couldn’t be good for you. Hope you’re doing good baby.

I love you bunny, I hope I don't ruin our friendship when I finally tell you.