hey I know you can't read English very well but I just want to say you were and will always be my childhood best guy friend no matter what and I know u don't like me because you want me to be with you and only you and I know you love me so much but I love him too, I love him as much as I love you but I can't leave him to be with you.. you are just my friend and that's all I want with you...please don't push me away...you cant end our friendship because of someone else...come on i know our friendship isn't that weak